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What a day March 14th was!!! Hubby and I planned to marry yesterday....Well after jumping thru a few hoops (more then a few that is) we was finally married...Pat has made me sooo happy and Iam proud to be his new wife....The day started off with whiney and bitchy kids (LOL) but as it got near 12:30 we headed over to the hotel the other family was staying at so that they could follow us....All was well till we got off the exit in Michigan to early instead of goin the way we was suppose to...so hubby went the wrong way...So he gets off the expressway and takes a familiar way back to the highway....So we are goin and goin and he comes to a stoplight and he thinks its a blinking yellow light NOT....We and family behind us run a red light hubby almost hits 2 kids walking across the street...UGH hubby having a heart attack b4 we even get married!!!....So as we are getting down the road and to Ohio finally so we can do this the perfect song for us comes on the radio...Highway To Hell by AC/DC how perfect for the drive to get married...Finally in one piece we get to the courthouse to get married PHEW finally...So we go up to get our license heres the next hoop to get through....We are sitting there going through the stuff we needed to do to apply...Being our 2nd marriage we needed our divorce decrees...Both of us had all our other necessary paperwork but was missing the MOST important pieces of my divorcee decree!!! So the clerk gives me the number to call to get the necessary paperwork from the county I got divorced in...I call em and they tell me I need to come in in person that is to get the paperwork I needed...We about damn near died!!! Remind ya we didnt have time to go back from Ohio back to Michigan and then back to Ohio to get married!!! I was just PISSED...Meanwhile hubby is downstairs crying his eyes out and Iam pacing having a hell of a fit...Finally the courthouse gets approval to give us a license PHEW what a freaking day!!! So we go out to the gardens to exchange vows...Hubby is nothing but a nervous wreck UGH!!!! So everytime he tried looking at me he started to cry...After he got over his jitters each time he looked at me he would bust up laughing!!! Shouldve been a 10 min ceremony or less turned out longer due to the laughing!! Exchange vows he kisses his bride PHEW finally everything is done and we can get pix!!! So pix are done and we are off to have a nice dinner with family and such that was going great till I have to go to the bathroom!!! As everyone knows ya always wanna have sex on ya wedding night!!! OH GOD not on my wedding night!!! I start my freaking period!!! Well after a hetic day we settle down and go to the bar with my sister in law got drunk and had a blast!!! Had one hell of a hetic day but got through it!!! Oh and lets NOT forget as we was leaving to go and have dinner my mother gets a flat tire so thats another 1/2 to 45 mins LOL

Wow hard to believe that 18 years ago today I had my 1st born...All started the night before at around 2:30AM...The next morning exactly 8 hours and 43mins later he was here...Bouncing baby boy named after his grandfather and uncle weighing 7lbs 11oz...Its hard to believe he is now a "legal" adult haha....Now that bouncing baby boy is now a good looking 18yo that is goin to go graduate in May and start college in the fall...WOW though I may feel old I couldnt be prouder of my kids...Mom is proud of ya son...Happy Birthday son mom loves ya!!!

Wow exactly 2weeks from today Ill be a married woman again....Iam nervous and scared but yet super excited to be spending the rest of my life with the one man I love more then anything in this world!!! Well other then my son...As Ive said before...Patrick makes me SUPER happy and loves and cares for me like no man has ever for a woman before (well at least for me that is :P) We are not taking an immediate honeymoon but sometime in the furture we will be....Any ideas on where to go? LOL Anyways will keep ya'll posted lol...

Well it has offically been set Patrick and I are exchanging our vows in less then 3 weeks...WOW Iam excited but yet nervous LOL...Pats been the best thing that has EVER walked into my life and I couldnt ask for anyone anymore better then him!!! I've been through ALOT these past few months and of all people he has been right there for me...I have begged a LONG time for a great man to walk into my life and its finally happened to me...Thank you Patrick for coming into my life when ya did and I love you with all my heart and soul!!!
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Dear Dad, Every year I write you a letter on the anniversary of your death....Well another year has passed. Its now been 5years today...Feburary 1st 2003 we lost you dad...I miss you more and more and more,year after year...Well alot has happened in the last year as you already know....I turned 35 last year wow Iam gettin to 40 quick Yikes!!! Iam somewhat mending my relationship with my mother again...Why? Who knows dont ask! I miss you...Been out to ya gravestone a couple times in the last few weeks...Well heres the scoop for the year....AJ...Wow hes gotten so big and good looking, ya would be proud of him...Last year he turned 17 in march...He didnt anything but school this year,no sports or anything...wanted him cracking the books...Well again here in about a month in a 1/2 he will be 18...graduates in may...And the best of all thing...your grandson has been accepted to college...Iam SOOO proud of him...He'll be going to northwestern in Ohio in the fall...He is majoring in mechanical engineering...Ok and now Miranda...As ya know Miranda had a rough year last year...She went into rehab and in all places Marquette...She recently got out earlier this year...Shes soooo proud of herself and as Iam as well....She is having some issues with school...Shes beautiful dad...Blossomed into a beautiful young lady...She still doesnt understand why shel has bigger boobs then her LOL leave it to my girls to say something like that ya know?....Ok Shelbie's turn dad...She's still a character in a half...She has gotten sooo big all around...HaHa...She just turned 14 back in November...She started high school last year...Damnit dad Iam getting old and I dont like this...But oall she's doing good...Weve a few issues as ya know already with her but working on her with it...Ok now well I guess that is my turn...Gettin old as ya know..Went through a few stupid men as usual couple times being engaged...I was about to give up all hope on men...I joined an adult dating site and chatted with a few people met a few people and so forth...Moved to Westland in August with someone a mutal friend made possible...Was good at 1st then fizzled...Seemed I stayed with friends of mine more then where I actually lived....Which was better anyways...Well come November I started back to work at Speedway...its ok wished I could find better though which in time Iam sure that I will...Went to a party on that adult dating site...Had WAY to much to drink that which ya know...Had though a great time meeting new friends and such...Well a few days prior to that i was minding my own business and chit chatting...When I was just chatting away a guy in there with the screen name pjc25....So we exchanged yahoo's and met at that party a couple days later...Hit it off real well between us...He was seeing someone at the time we had met yea I know bummer huh? Well read on ya will see what happens...So pat and I start spending alot of time together talking and such and just before Christmas dad we got serious....A few days after that Patrick James Clark asked me to be his wife...Dad he makes me sooo happy and has been very supportive...Wished ya couldve met him dad...He is a VERY social drinker doesnt smoke has had the same job 8 1/2yrs now unlike Steve...o0o0o0o on that sour note haha...He has started paying support again...Shocked? I know Iam!!! As I tell ya every year I miss coming to the house to visit with ya and to listen to ya ranting and raving at that damn t.v. *rolls my eyes* haha....Overall last year wasnt all that bad for me...Looks like this year 2008 that it is not going to be a good year...Guess that we will see...Other then Patrick and I get married will be about the only good thing thats going to happen this year other then AJ graduating...Patrick takes good care of me....both mentally physically emotional anything I need he's there for me...He's met my mom and kids and seems to like the kids and vice versa...As I I have told ya many times before I love and miss you everyday!!! You will always be in my heart and soul Forever...We will talk again at this time next year...By then I will have been married just under a year...Iam goin to miss you walking down the aisle again but since your not here Iam wanting AJ to do it...You'd be soo proud of him doing that for me...But again dad till next year I love you and miss you...Wished ya was still here with me but your in a way better place now...All my love to you from me!!! R.I.P Dad Feburary 8,1941 to Feburary 1,2003..... Love Always, Your little girl (This is a letter to my father He died 5years ago today and was my best friend amongst being the greatest father in the world...I write him a letter every year on the anniversary of his death helps me to grieve better)

Iam superrrr happy!!! been looking for my best friend now for the last 8years and iam now one step closer to finding her....I havent seen her since her daughters 1st bday and that was 8years ago!!! I found her dad today abd gave him mine and my fiance's number and hope to hell she will after all these years get back in touch with me....Which Iam sure that she will...I have missed her like crazy and hopin to get in touch w/her soon....She and her new husband now live just 30mins from me now and damn would be SUPER great to see her and her family again

Its offical Pat and I are now living together...Moved all in today damn just the little bit of shit I have seemed to have taken forever!!!...Now the fun begins of sorting thru all my shit....fun fun Patrick and I have been shopping for my engagement ring and we have found one we both really like alot!!! But we are hopin to be married by late spring...I continue to ask myself why iam doin it again but damnit Patrick makes me SUPER happy and I can feel that he is DEFINETLEY my one true soulmate

ENGAGED!!!! Pat and I have taken us a step even further...We are gettin married!!!! Havent set a date yet tho....We are looking at buyin a house soon!!! Iam also looking at switching jobs as well....WOW 2008 is looking REALLY good for me....Sorry just had to share the news w/all :D

Well met Pat on adult friend finder and fell in love with almost instantlly!!! He is my life and has taken my heart and soul!!! I recieved the greatest gift of all for christmas this year and that was having Patrick in my life and Iam NOT about to let this man out of my life ever!!!! I love you baby and will forever!!!

Amazing!!! Iam gettin sooo old now lol....today at 5:02am 14years ago I gave birth to a beautiful 6lb11oz babygirl...her daddy and I named her Shelbie Rae and she wanted in this world soooo bad!!! I happen to tell my dr that morning at 5am that I had to push so she says go ahead and start pushing!! So doin as the dr said said I started to push...At 5:01am Shelbie's head popped and at 5:02 she was completely born!!! I hear Jody (my Dr) say standing at the edge of me"the hell with the gloves i have a baby to deliver"....still a long standing joke!! well that bouncing babygirl is now 14 and is a freshman in high school wow where does time go?