I really didn't think I would make it this long ,
Seemed as if health & emptiness would do it's number .
Almost forgot how to laugh for real , had perfected my
bright fake smile which served it's purpose for the time. Have
finally realized that with all the illusions we can dream up , we
can pick which one will serve us best. And just keep doing our
Dailey chores and raise your children up to work , not to steal ,
not to lie and not to kill unless defending your home land . Be
kind to others , most of all know where you come from .
Don't ever forget nor stop believing in magic , it's magic that
keeps the flowers blooming and the fairy dust that sprinkles
the star light with love , Always believe ......... Always share ......
Always give love a chance !!!!
As my blue eye is crying with dispair , was so sad that I couldt even trust you there , Trust has always been hard for me , because , there is someone always better than me...... Like candy-kisses blown to you an my darling am waiting for you , I'll curl your toes an make you crow, cause it doesn't matter if you care or not , wouldn't try to hold you there, And remember my sweet friends " Love isn't real , only an illiusion , so now I can say , I'm waiting for a better day " But I know I will always be alone , even in my next life ....... alone always alone ......