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Horoscopes.....
This was my horoscope for July 18th, 2007.....If this were true....I wish that they would speak up! *SIGH* Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that.

More Moving
Well, Monday I started moving the big stuff at 7 am, by the time I got home at 5 am Tuesday morning. Got two hours sleep, thanks to the dogs, got maybe another hours worth (if that) and left again to get my bird, firebellied toads, and a trunks worth of stuff then came home. I'm black and blue, knots in my arm, heat rashs, blisters apon blisters, oh yeah, I'm feeling good! Sunday will be spent finishing off the move... I hope. Hugs and kisses and I'm sorry for my lack of time here.

Support Our Troops
From: ¢¾Kharma¢¾Date: Jul 18, 2007 7:41 PMAMPMYou stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid m

Your Fist
According to you I don't even exist Unless your assisted by your fist Another blow I'm down for a while But you just stand there and manage a smile Frozen in fear, I can't help but stay But because of this fear I have to pay Your foot to my side again and again Now I just pray that this time it's the end You pick up a bat that was set by the door Pound it in my back which feels far more Worse than your fists going into my wounds I just stay real tight, it'll be over soon In a drunken rage you finally say "That's what happens when you get in my way"

Sitting In The Dark
INTRO: I , sit in the dark Ripping my world apart Sitting in my prison cell Every day’s a living hell No one knows that I exist GOD DAMN it makes me pissed I dream of days way back when Back at home and in my den I had my pipe and my beer But that was back many of years CHORUS: I , sit in the dark Ripping my world apart While you, sit in the light Telling me what’s right But I, love the darkness So I’ll, just sit in the dark Fuck the system and you too Fuck God, the police, and your crew What the fuck you think your gonna do Let me shout to all a big FUCK YOU! What makes you think I wanna run with your click I drive my own car, so YOU can ride bitch Look in my head and see the bomb ticks I’m a witch, yup, and you can suck my dick! SUB-CHORUS: Every once in a while, someone acts like they care Bout me yankin’ my hair in this living nightmare Got my shit-eatin’ grin stretched from ear to ear BUT THEY DON’T REALLY

Hump Day Survey!!!
Body: 1. Do you have a condom in your room?: Umm....NO!! 2. When's the last time you cried & why?: last nite.....when I was talking to my sweetheart!! I am big baby....huh JohnBoy?? lol!! 3. How is your hair currently styled?: Spiked... 4. What are you wearing tomorrow?: Capris and a shirt.... 5. Who was the last hot guy you saw?: Hmmm......the UPS guy today!! 6. What is your mousepad?: my desk 7. Are you a member of any after-school clubs?: Umm, I think I'd have to be in school to be in one of those...

Kissing Tips...to Spice Things Up!
You asked for it... so here it is. The Kisses Course, day one. Try each of these kisses with your honey to SPICE up your relationship -- or just to have a giggle together. Kiss of the Day: The first kiss is a standard that we all know - the Eskimo Kiss: Lightly Rub noses just like two bundled up Eskimos. Romace Tip of the Day: Write a Love Letter to your honey! Live, Love, Laugh, Val ~Your Passion Diva http://www.DivaVal.com "Bringing Passion Home!"

For You... You Know Who You Are....
In this world of ‘cyber love’ there’s so many ‘sites’ to see so many tempting treats to taste that alone the eyes can please... one for every place you visit a different kind or two.. giving them what you ‘think’ they need telling them of pain....you’ve been through... but one must have care how far their ‘love’ - they spread.. for too many ‘treats’ can find their way to screwing with your head! too many ‘I love yous’ too many ‘I cares’ too many ‘I miss yous... and wish you were heres’... So careful how you tread within.. for this world of ‘cyber love’ will most definitely come.... ..................to bite you in the ass again!!! ~Candyce~

Emotions...
Motion creates the emotions, tied, transfixed, eclipsed to the sight as a wish takes flight, the moonlight in the light glimmering on the ocean subdue the fear like a love potion. Toasting like a new year cheer with a happiness tear, we're here in a world standing face to face, waist to waist, no need to waste this moment in time. Captured it in a poetical line, poetry is you and me, empathy in your eyes defies logical explanations with loves creation of sensations without hesitations, apex to the odyssey of my existence you overcame my resistance dissolved from your persistence. Unanswered prayers in my past, forgotten fast, reclaimed my sight as a wish takes flight, the moonlight eclipsed now my worlds transfixed to this glimmering ocean in motion creating the emotions. -ed

This Is Our Fault...
The sword of evil's thirst for blood is fueled by greed. Lust plants the seed, souls crushed seals the deed. Dollars cause the lens of truth to be clouded, dreams of reality crowded by desires of the classes, blinded are the masses. As the herd seek the grass greener, the water cleaner, but walk in life as the dreamer. Corporations are our nation, and the machine devours souls. The polls in the news are desires not our goals. We gasp at the tragedy overseas and cower like the cattle coerced by higher fees. And the patriotic fervor forever is a sin, but you buy and you live in the now, you are within. You support the very thing you obsessively denounce, it's easy to pronounce, your ounce of fact speaks with words more conflicting, but they lack a bone in the back. Don't tell me about deplorable convictions when you care about the materials that drive your own ambitions. Our war stance helped you buy your khaki pants, my rants are the lance of what freedom gr

The 'rules Of The South' Are As Follows!!!
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4 They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8 Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 9. The "Ope

A Little News
Hi everyone.... Just a bit of news regarding a two page ad I have coming out in Indie Islands magazine. It would be very much appreciated if you check it out when the issue is released. I will of course post information regarding the issue when it is about to be released.

Pt 3 For Sexybabyblue
She wiggled over him still trying her best into teasing him into somehting more but he fought the temptaion with all he had. Slowly he rolled her back into the bed of flowers they wre lying in, her arms still above her head contained by the shirt he had removed moments before. Her breathing was heavy as she felt his breath across her neck, she arched her head back to allow him access to the soft warm flesh there, his teeth slowly grazing across her , tongue dancing swiftly in and out tasting of her skin, and the slight taste of arousal, it was sweet and slightly salty all at the same time. she moaned with pleasure at the feel of his hot breath that close to her, his lips moving down her body, once again teasing the skin of her ample breasts, her DD mounds throbbing to escape the captivity of the lace that held them bound. His teeth tugged at the shoulder strap of the bra slowly moving it lower down her arm, her back arching up to allow him swifter ability to take it off of her.He gent

Goodbye My Butterfly
i have loved you the best that i know how....... and will always love you........ goodbye my butterfly....... goodbye spread your wings and fly...... "Goodbye My Lover" Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. [x2] Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can't break my spirit - it's m

Real Man Respects His Mother And Places His Family First.
A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, and sexy. 7.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 8.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 9.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you. 10.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 11.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 12.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 13.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 14.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him, 15.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 16.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!! 17.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and hang out with his fr

Jfk Assassination
On the April 28th, 2007 edition of Coast to Coast AM hosted by Ian Punnett, an audio tape sent to St. John Hunt contained his father's January 2004 recounting of the persons who were involved in the Kennedy Assassination. In the tape, Hunt named Cord Meyer, Frank Sturgis, David Sánchez Morales, David Atlee Phillips as participants in the assassination with Vice-President Lyndon Johnson apparently approving the assassination for political gain. (A clip of this tape can be heard In my stash under news and is called: LBJ Ordered JFK Assassination.) The following is a transcript of Hunt's confession on the audio tape clip: I heard from Frank that LBJ had designated Cord Meyer, Jr. to undertake a larger organization while keeping it totally secret. Cord Meyer himself was a rather favorite member of the Eastern aristocracy. He was a graduate of Yale University and had joined the Marine Corps during the war and lost an eye in the Pacific fighting. I think that LBJ settled

Almost 4th! Plz Help
Make Me Miss July! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Horoscope For Today
Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that. *** would be damn nice if i knew who it was geez lol

Matthew Davis...
Matthew Davis...He's Been My Boyfriend Since I'd Say The 24th Of June. Let Me Just Tell You All Right Now That I Freakin Love Him With Like...All My Heart. I Never REALLY Got Love. I Always Thought If You Loved Someone And Wanted To Hold Onto Them You Had To Do Certain Things And Act A Certain Way To Keep Them Loving You. Not With Boyfriend, He's Super Sweet, Kind, Sexi, Considerate...Well You Get it. I Like That I can Fully Be Myself And He Doesn't Get Angry With Me When I Act Like A Princess...And God Knows I Take My Princessness VERY Seriousely. He's Patient And Doesn't Trip When i Can't Make It Online Or We Dont Talk For A Day Or Two...Even Tho I'm TOTALLY Hypacritical Cuz I Bitch If I Go 12 Hours Without An Online Message From Him...I'm Insane And He Digs It. I LOVE YOU MATTHEW DAVIS My Brick Tamlin You Rock My World You Sexi WeatherMan...:::Wraps Arms Around You And Gives You The Biggest Kiss I Can Muster Up::: Youre Super Super Tastey My Love! ♥

Wow What A Jerk This One Is
Heres a good one, I wonder if he came up with this all on his own or did he have help.. ->pkaman2k3: why are you done sucking on it? pkaman2k3: looking for something big and hard some guys don't have a clue !!!!!!!!! pkaman2k3@ CherryTAP

June 18, 2007
Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that.

Thinking
ok so i was on myspace, checkin out my friends stuff, and on the bullitin bored was this story (i posted it at the bottom of this) about a little boy who dies of cancer and what he told his mom. and it just made me think of Joe. and it made me consider and then reconsider how i have be thinking about him leaving. and i think that maybe i have been to concieted about it. ONly thinking about what he was missing, what things that we would never get to do. but this tory kinda made me rethink, and say,, maybe that was what God was going for. Joe wasn't a child, no. but he was in pain. He had migraines a lot, he knees hurt him, and his stomache. maybe he hurt more than he was letting on. I didn't think about it as being anything that would make me loose him. but maybe God said that he didn't want Joe to hurt anymore. Maybe he wanted to bring him home. And i know that that is what people have been saying to me tha whole time,, but i have been to busy saying, what about our wedding, what about

If They Only Knew
In a area so populated by courageous Military men and women and their families, it's a shame that they are not told more often how proud we are of them Most of us have direct ties to the Military through family or friends, but how often do you thank them? I come from a very proud Military family. My Grandfather is retired Army, as was my Great Grandfather. My father is a Former Marine, and my Cousins husband is currently serving in the Army. I am so very proud to say I also have friends currently serving in the Military. John who is currently serving in the Air Force, Tiana, also serving in the Air Force, Eric, who is in the Air Force as well, and Wolf who is a Former Marine and currently serving in the Air Force. I think of each of these wonderful people everyday. I am grateful to each of them for everything that they have done and continue to do to keep me, my family, friends, and home safe. I will cry for my friend Wolf as he deploys for his 4th trip to Iraq in Se

System Bulletin ((babyjesus 2))
System Bulletin babyjesus 2007-07-18 20:57:58 ya the site sucked for awhile. photos are still kinda jacked up, they're all there... so have no fear. give it 10-15 more minutes to return to normal.... -mike

A Trip To Wal-mart
You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house. Mowing the lawn, putting a new fence in, painting the living room, or whatever. You are hot and sweaty. Covered in dirt or paint. You have your old work clothes on. You know the outfit, shorts with the hole in crotch, old t-shirt with a stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. Right in the middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run to Wal-Mart to get something to help complete the job. Depending on your age you might do the following. In your 20's: Stop what you are doing. Shave, take a shower, blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes. Check yourself in the mirror and flex. Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you never know, you just might meet some hot chick while standing in the checkout lane You went to school with the pretty girl running the register. In your 30's:

What If...
What if one day you woke up and your whole world changed? What if one day you could count the number of tomorrows that you might have? What if one day you had to look back at your life, and account for it? What if one day you didn't know what to do? Although your days mabey hard, and you life full of unexpected twists and turns, be thankful, because having a few bad days is better than having no days at all.

Let's Get Something Straight
Okay, I'm not normally a person who gets mad. And I can see how the environment in this site, much like the environment of a real bar, can cause conflict to arise, and emotions to run high. And the person I'm about to write about, well, if they read this and get pissed off, I really don't care. That said, I started talking to what seemed like a really nice guy last night. The talk turned sexual, (he initiated it) But that doesn't bother me. What bother's me is he makes a big deal on his page about being honest, and real and no lies or games or other shit, then turns out to be nothing but a game player himself. It says on my profile that I'm married, but this person got all pissed off at me like a little kid cause despite the fact I have problems in my marriage, he couldn't seem to understand why I would be hesitant to have sex with him if he lived closer to me. Or why I want to stay with my husband and take him places with me cause he doesn't always give me as much sex as I woul

Eric Caban
Well it has been one year since my friend Eric died over here doing what he he believed in. I can't believe it's had been so long yet I feel like he just e-mailed me yessterday about going to he beach on our steel horses. Most of you didn't know him at all but I will say this to the brothers; he would have made a great one of us. That motherfucker was so crazy but at the same time loving and caring, he lived life to the fullest and would have given you his bike to ride if you needed. Eric would have fit right in with us. Brother I know you are up there drunk as a monkey, probably talking shit to God himself. I hope you are at peace and wathcing over the rest of us. Youa re missed my friend by more than you can ever imagine. Until we get to ride again I love you man. http://www.groups.sfahq.com/7th/caban_eric_kia_7th.htm

Missing
Please please forgive me But I wont be home again Maybe someday you'll look up And barely conscious you'll say to no one "Isnt something missing?" You wont cry for my absence I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isnt something missing? Isnt someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You wont try for me not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isnt someone missing me? Please please forgive me But I wont be home again I know what you do to yourself I breath deep and cry out Isnt something missing? Isnt someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You wont try for me not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isnt someone missing me? And if I bleed, I'll bleed Knowing you dont care And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there Isnt something missing? Isnt something? Missing - Evanescence Only part of that is really true for me. I wouldnt want the

(hadith) Swearing To Purchase Goods
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) “The swearing may persuade the buyer to purchase the goods but that will be deprived of Allah’s Blessing.” Hadith No. 983 Narrated by Hazrat Abu Huraira(r.a.) Sahih Bukhari Book 34, Chapter 26

Happy Hump Day?
On an island in the sun, we'll be playing and having fun... Weezer! Moving along. What the junk is this happy hump day garbage? What idiot decided to associate sex with that particular word? "Hmm. Sex. That's it! I'll call it humping!" "Hey, baby! Let's hump! Who's your camel? Who's your camel?"

Bogus Histories
CHILDREN OF THE HOLY BLOOD AND THE HOLY GRAIL Paul Smith The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail has a lot to answer for – having spawned a whole plethora of "non-fiction" titles that are nothing but good examples of pseudo-history – with the various theories not being based upon historical evidence but rather upon desired beliefs. The Bibliography below listing the English-Language Titles on the Priory of Sion and Rennes-le-Château is not accurate nor is it exhaustive – but the ONE AND ONLY book that stands out from the list as being historically reliable and based upon documented evidence is Bill Putnam and John Edwin Wood's The Treasure of Rennes-le-Chateau: A Mystery Solved – recently republished as a paperback in revised and updated form. Those titles not having any direct relation to the Priory of Sion and to Rennes-le-Château – ie, those authored by David Icke, Timothy Wallace-Murphy, Robert Lomas, etc – still nevertheless bear the similar process of thought and theory-cons

The Repair Man
as i lay there watching him from across the room, i start to feel his eyes upon me....... his glare is enticing.. i know he wants me. i start to play with my tits , rubbing them, squezzing them, making my nipples harder just as he can see....... i start to play with my pussy....... fingers caressing me...one on my clit other one going inside my ass....... i can see the bulge in his pants getting bigger, his body was tighting as i slowely unzipped his pants and out came this gorgoeus cock and i started to take it deep in my mouth sucking on it harder.......... as i got wetter and wetter........ he grabs the pink cock beside me and starts to slowely fucking me with it.mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. one cock in my mouth and the other in my pussy....... both are going in and out fucking me.......... just as i am about to cum. he grabs the back of my head and forces his cock to the back of my throat and cums down my throat with his hot sweet cum........ then while he is fucking me with his hand i cum

Bikers!!!!!!
You know it really amazes me how clueless people are to bikers. how careless people are on the road as if bikers are invisable. it really pisses me off that people can not take the time to watch where they are going and to watch out for biker out on the road...my 1996 harley got damaged today thanks to a freaking asshole who wasnt paying attention and cut right in from of my bike laid it down and slid about 50 yards. then the damn driver didnt even stop took off at a high speed just so he wouldnt get caught. they have an APB out on the son of a bitch and i hope they catch is ass. just thought i would share this with fellow bikers and fellow friends and fans of mine ....people are so stupid these days and to busy being in a hurry and not watching waht they are doing Saffire AKA Lynn

Waterfall
walking a path of beauty with such peacefullness to the waterfall the green leaves of trees rustling in the wind a deer spooked by a noise runs for safety you faintly begin to hear water crashing upon stone as you move closer smiles on the faces of passers ascending down brings a smile to you of anticipation without realizing you've walked more than a mile across the bridge, your goal standing in front you are completely awstruck tiny goose bumps form while sprinkles of water touch you the power of the water smashing down wind brushes your hair back ever so slightly your eyes close you feel as one the water, the wind, the noise fully awake, only mentally asleep in your mind you believe here i am always free at the waterfall.

Can Some One Please Awnswer This For Me
why do men allways go for the sluts , the bitches , the chicks that think there gods gift to men , the chicks that treat them like crap . the chicks that yell and scream , the ones that say they love them and then turn around and call them names , the girls that use the girls that abuse , and all the loonys , but yet they turn there nose up at the girls that actually care the girl that will be there till the end , the one who wont yell , the one that wont scream , or cheat ,or judge , the one that will have your back to the end even if it means she gets to take the lashing please can some one please awnswer this for me cuz i dont fucking get it

Just Bitching About Life!
Ok for those of you who read these don't be offended at anything I say. Ok sometimes when you talk to someone on the phone and they don't seem to really wanna talk to you does it ever bother anyone? Like when your talking to your man or women and he/she doesn't seem to want to talk to you does it bother you? I know it makes alot of females and males start wondering and asking themselfs question about what is taking place. I know I have felt this way before many different times to be honest.

Super Freak
Super Freak by M.W. Balled up tension deep within Tell-tale signs of my sick sin Gripping tightly in my chest, Wondering what's with all this mess, Prooding poking around my head, Thinking thoughts that cant be said, Piercing deeper to the rigid core, Not knowing what it all is for.

Why In The Hell?
Why is it possible for me to find decent guys online , but not in real life? I know, it sounds crazy.... It's almost like the age old question of "Can you really find love online?" I never said I loved anyone, but it seem like the only guys worth talking to anymore are online. Not just online, but living hundreds, even thousands of miles away. Like I'll ever meet them..... I fucking hate that! And why are all the guys I do meet in real life complete assholes? Married, but they still wanna fuck. Single, but not attractive. Liars, enough said.....

Cute Offer For The Ladies (still Workin On Some For The Guys)
I've been messing around in my graphics program and got this idea from a small card that my dad gave to me years ago. I will make one or all of these (currently only these two but more will be coming soon!) for anyone who would like one. If you would like one, just message me (including the link to the photo you would like used and which one you would like) or leave a comment. Good night Hugs Stace PS: Thanks to Temptress for pointing out a typo in the original :)

Whats It Like?
whats it like to be held tight? does it surround you, and feel right? whats it like, to be set free? can you help, i'd like to believe. what's it like, to kiss her slow? feel her body, do you know? whats it like, to have it all? love and passion, no tear's that fall? what's it like, to feel no pain? please help, before i'm insane.....

What Happened
WELL I HAVE POSTED BLOGS, BULLITINS AND ALL KINDS OF STUFF BUT ONLY A FEW OF U CHERRIES HAVE READ THESE OR JUST DONT READ THEM..I FEEL OUT OF PLACE HERE NOW , CUZ I CANT SEEM TO GET MANY COMMENTS OR RATINGS.TY TO ALL OF YOU THAT DID RESPOND TO THESE THINGS , U KNOW WHO U R.SO PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT AND COMMENT ON THIS JUST TO LET ME KNOW THAT I AM NOT BEING LEFT OUT .TO ALL MY CHERRY FANS AND FRIENDS MUCH LUV TO YA.WILL ANYBODY READ THIS SO I DONT FEEL SO ALONE.

Thank You All :)
I want to thank all of my beautiful wonderful friends and family for sticking by me this past week with the contest. I won it btw :) I could not have done it without you :) You are the best friends a person could have and i wouldn't trade that for anything :) I love you all dearly :)

Another Angel Is Watching Over Me In Heaven
BARE WITH ME BECUZ THIS BLOG IS VERY PERSONAL. LAST NIGHT I LOST MY UNCLE. HE LEFT TIS EARTH TO BE WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. IT IS A VERY HARD TIME FOR OUR ENTIRE FAMILY. I AM TAKING THIS LOSS VERY HARD BECAUSE FOR A LONG TIME AFTER MY GRAND FATHER PASSED AWAY MY UNCLE WAS LIKE MY DAD. HE WAS A FATHER OF 4 AND A LOVING HUSBAND. WE FOUND OUT HE HAD PANCREATIC CANCER IN APRIL AND HE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY CUZ HE WOULD FIGHT IT AND YES HE DID FIGHT BUT THE INTENSE ROUNDS OF CHEMOTHERAPY ATR AWAY AT HIS FRAGILE BODY HE DIED AT HOME YESTERDAY WITH HIS WIFE AND KIDS BY HIS SIDE. I KNOW THAT HE IS NOW IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND I THANK MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR THE TIME THAT WE DID GET TO SPEND WITH EACHOTHER, TO MY FAMILY HERE ON AND OFF CT I JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO KNOW HOW SPECIAL U GUYS ARE TO ME AND THAT I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!! TO MY PRIDE AND JOY SAPPHIRE ~ HARMONY YOU ARE MY HEART AND MY SOUL MOMMY LOVES YOU SO VERY MUCH. SOMEONE SPECIAL REMINDED ME YESTERDAY OF HOW IMPORTANT IT I

Priory Of Sion Parchements
PRIORY OF SION FAKE PARCHMENTS HISTORY OF A HOAX Paul Smith ORIGINS THE SINGLE MOST DECISIVE FACTOR that keeps the so-called Rennes-le-Château "mystery" in existence are the fake "parchments" of Philippe de Chèrisey – without the "parchments" the argument would be reduced to the mundane and boring question: "Did the Abbé Bérenger Saunière get his wealth from the selling of masses or not?" Presenting the "parchments" as genuine broadens the horizons for introducing all sorts of exciting conjectures involving alternative histories: ranging from Christian heresies – to secret geometries concealed in classical works of art – to sacred landscape geometries found on maps. First mentioned in a 1965 Priory Document ascribed to Madeleine Blancasall (actually written by Pierre Plantard and Philippe de Chérisey) and first published in Gérard de Sède’s 1967 book L’Or de Rennes – with the Book Contract containing four signatures: those of Gérard de Sède, Sophie de Sède, Pierre Plan

Judas Priest- Fever
JUDAS PRIEST Fever I'd spend my days alone I used to stay at home Lost in seclusion there. Like I was in a cell A captured heart as well Surrounded by despair. Darkness filled my soul Losing all control. Down on the streets below Bright city lights would glow. The energy would rise And through the heat I'd gaze Still counting empty days. With fire in my eyes Living through this hell Can I break the spell. Fever. You set my soul on fire. Fever. You fill me with desire. Fever. You always get it right. Fever. All day and all night. Then one night as I walked I heard your body talk I saw a shooting star In some magnetic trance Our beating hearts would dance And crash down from afar. Oh how strange fate is Never dreamed of this. So destiny has brought us Oh so close together We were like angels in the night Living the dream At last I'll be with you forever. And all at once it feels so right.

All I Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten!
All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be, I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate school mountain, but there in the sand pile at school... These are the things I learned: Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work some every day. Take a nap every afternoon. When you go out in the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together. Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup: the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that. Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little see

Survey
Where were you July 4th, 2007? home recovering from surgery Do you like Oatmeal? Love it with butter and salt. What was the last movie you watched, and who did you watch it with? Shooter with marty last night. Who was the first person you wanted to be like my grandmother What are the basic colors of your bedroom? blue What is the first thing you do when you wake up? Drag my butt to the coffee pot. Where were you when the 9/11 attacks happened? At home Where do you wish you lived? The Caribbean lad. How many different people are in your text message inbox? 3, not a texter ( is that a word?) Where is the last place you ate out? golden coral Whose bed did you last sleep in, besides your own? Do you have a TV in your room? yes Where was your default picture taken? At my desk Are you good at saving money? yes very cheap When is the last time you went over your cell phone bill? prepaid Do you like Ramen noodles? Love them, I th

~how To Change Your Life Instantly~~
Boy, if we can only live by this everyday. What a difference we would make. I don't care if you pass it on - I just wanted to share. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of t

New To Bsdm
Hey Im m... I am addicted to sex and love (romantic and emotional intrigue etc.) Anyway for the last few months I have been working 12 steps to try to relieve myself of the addiction. Well ummm I had some interesting epiphanies that has let me to a wonderful relationship so far with a dom.. hehehehe.. so now I am a slave to my addiction which is my obsession with my dom... Perhaps if I am a good girl he will let me post some of my stories here lololol.. hmm we will have to see.. but being good lately has not been easy. Any suggestions?

Pierre Plantard
Name: Pierre Athanase Marie Plantard Date of Birth: 18 March 1920 (Paris) Parents: Pierre Plantard (a butler) and Amélie Marie Raulo (occasionally worked as a cook for wealthy families). Education: Left school in 1937 failing to achieve above average education. Addresses between 1937-1943: 22 Place Malesherbes (Paris 17); 10 Rue Lebouteux (Paris 17). First Job: Sexton for the Church of Saint-Louis d'Antin, Paris. Interests between 1937-1943: Actively Anti-semitic and Anti-masonic in the guise of creating two phantom associations: Renovation Nationale Française and Alpha Galates; admirer of Field Marshal Pétain to whom he wrote a letter on 16 December 1940 warning of a Jewish Masonic conspiracy – resulting in various investigations being carried out on him by both the French and German authorities – culminating in his being sentenced to Fresnes prison for four months for setting-up the Alpha Galates without being granted permission to do so by the authorities.

My Kids And Me
well now that i have had time to let all this sink in i am just as happy as i was the day i found my kids nothing has changed in that regard i love the fact that every night i get to chat with my kids on yahoo messenger and call them take them out to dinner never thought this will b a reality hearing my daughter tell me she loves me and my son calling me dad it feels funny hearing my kids call me that because i havent been in there life for such a long time ( people who know me know the reasons why) but im gonna love getting used to hearing them call me daddy i look forward to getting to know them and love them more each day learing what makes them click and what dosent and i cant wait till the nexttime i see my kids so i can hug and kiss them and sit and talk with them and my son is gonan b hell on wheels just like i was oh well mom always said me son would put me through hell guess now i get to find that out lol

Why It's Important To Understand English
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated . .. He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

Hooah
I am a Soldier ..Serving Proudly, standing tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing, the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home... It's me who's got your back

Why It's Important To Understand English
Why it's important to understand English I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated . .. He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

American Federation Of State, County, And Municipal Employees
AFSCME Council 31 in Illinois Organizational history In the 1930s, during the depths of the Depression, a small group of government workers in Wisconsin banded together to protect their jobs and the public services they provided. AFSCME grew out of this association. In 1936, AFSCME received a charter from the American Federation of Labor. AFSCME had 240,000 members in 1964. Over the next two decades AFSCME grew to a membership of one million and established a national reputation as a progressive and democratic union, fighting for the interests of all working people. AFSCME is the largest union in the AFL-CIO with 1.3 million members. In Illinois, the first local union was formed in 1942, with just 20 members. During the '50s and '60s, dozens of groups of city, county and school district employees formed AFSCME local unions and negotiated contracts. But AFSCME members had no legal guarantee of their right to collective bargaining. Management could always refuse to negotiat

Time In A Bottle - Jim Croce
If I could save Time in a bottle The first thing that I'd like to do Is to save every day Til Eternity passes away Just to spend them with you If I could make days last forever If words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then, Again, I would spend them with you CHORUS: But there never seems to be enough time To do the things you want to do Once you find them I've looked around enough to know That you're the one I want to go Through time with If I had a box just for wishes And dreams that had never come true The box would be empty Except for the memory Of how they were answered by you (Repeat Chorus)

My Thoughts
Robin Williams has a plan for the war. I have one for the immigration problem. Me personally I think we should put an Ellis Island type of thing on the border. Make them come though this country like my relatives did, like your relatives did. Make them get jobs, all twenty of them living in the house down the street. Make them pay taxes. You want to live in this country learn the damn language. My relatives had to, so every did everybody else who came over here. Why are they given an exception? If we went to Mexico tomorrow to live. We would be expected to speak Spanish. No translator is going to be provided to us. Better question, when our relatives came though Ellis Island were they given a translator? Did this country in anyway coddle them with somebody who spoke their language? Did they have to learn not only to communicate, but read and write in this language? I say we give them, I’ll be nice, two year, to learn to speak read, and write in English. What you do

What Color Is Your Soul Painted
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

The Meaning Of A True Master As Said By A Friend I Totally Agree
Many have wondered what is a Master. A Master, to me, is someone who cares for their other half more than they care for themselves in truth. A Master puts His sub's needs and feelings ahead of His own. There are many things that make a Master but these are among the most important. A Master is of two minds, one His, the other His sub's. He knows the needs of His sub and does what He believes to be best for that sub. He spends many hours thinking of what is best for His sub and how it is best accomplished to meet both their needs. A Master does not thrive in the idea of punishing His sub when she/he has strayed from the path they were to follow. Instead, he feels the pain that He knows must be inflicted in order to stress the wrong that was done. Doing the punishing, only because He knows it is part of His responsibility, not something that He will derive pleasure from. A Master brings pleasure to His sub, knowing that He will receive pleasure back many times greater than He ha

Who Knows
lol really high and figured i put some of these thoughts down. life always turning around, the gap seems to seems to find no end between what i feel, and what i know, its all good this way, when the street talks threw me like its nature way of reminding how life goes down. it takes nothing to make it last, but i see its a different time of life i live and few see the eyes of i see threw, its vision in a different way, i see threw my heart, when your eyes seem to fade, the feeling deep in like a twister of flames, still spins around me like a the winds whisper on the ends edge. I fall back down, the hole seems to grow even if i have no way to climb that line, its a small place to be, when you tip toe down the mark of fate, good, bad, it all the same to me you see, cause i still crack your skull into the wall for the deal going bad and down that way, i am still the type to feel the pain of the darker ways, the goodness dies day by day, each breath welcomes the plain of my desire

It's Been Awhile My Friend.
Well, I'm finally going to college! Yea! Life for the most part is pretty good. I had a little rant awhile back but I'm over it. I just embraced it rather than hate it. Well, I took the placement exams for college and I must say this without trying to be boastful... ...On the exams I had to make a 25 to pass and I passed them with flying colors! I'm so excited, I can't wait! I've been doing some art "exercises" lately. I would look at an object and draw either a cartoon character or something else by using that object as a base for the drawing. So I've been trying to get my art skills going. Its been 2 years since I've done much of anything. And quite frankly, I was getting tired of my father nagging at me about either going to college or get a job or even both. But, I'm a full time student. 14 hrs! Not to mention my ENG 101 class is at 7 AM. I didn't even think they had classes that early but my Adviser said otherwise. I actually made this blog post for a special friend that I

Chalk It Up As Another Miserable Day
WELL EVERYONE TODAY HAS BEEN ONE OF THEM DAYS WHERE NOTHING HAS GONE RIGHT FROM START TO END. IT'S JUST BEEN A TOTAL DAY FROM HELL. I SURE HOPE THAT I CAN GO TO BED AND BE ABLE TO WAKE UP TO A BETTER DAY TOMORROW. HOPEFULLY YOU ALL HAD A BETTER DAY THAN I DID & WILL HAVE A EVEN BETTER DAY TOMORROW. GOOD NIGHT & SWEET DREAMS TO ALL OF YOU. ERIKA

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Eve;s Side Of The Story
After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc..........she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced". "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away." And God reached down, removed the middle breast

Our Night
It's Friday, early evening... I ran out of work.. wanting to get home as fast as I can. I know that you will be off soon. I want to surprise you and make it to you before you leave. I have a very special treat in mind for my hubby. I jump in the shower.. mind racing, thinking about what is instore for you tonight.. how much we will both enjoy. I finish getting ready, look in the mirror.. this will work.. you should like it. I rush out... trying not to stumble.. not used to wearing shoes like this to walk in.. usually only wearing these when my legs are up over your shoulders. This should be interesting. I pull up in front of the lounge you tend bar in. There are many beautiful women that work here. I know you have to flirt but tonight.. you won't be able to look away. I walk thru the door... great music is playing.. can't help but move to the music. I look around... I see you now, behind the bar.. getting some shots for the customers. You look up... the look on your face s

Not So Funny
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. you would call us racists. If we had White Histo

Welcomes
Welcomes are fun, meeting new people, visiting their pages... now if I could just get my general interests area updated correctly. :^P That'll worry me while I fuss and try to get it just right - then I'll be able to relax and visit a bit....

Please Come Show Nannabamagurl Some Love
Come give a warm Cherrytap welcome to me new friend.. She is a real nice person and still learning how to get around here.. So Please stop by and show her some love. Thanks Fireman 7 NannaBamaGurl@ CherryTAP

My Wishes
Someday someone will see me... For who I really am. He will see beyond my smile and 'big girl' attitude. He will look in my eyes and see my NEED, burning hot in my soul. He will see the real me, the sensitive me, the submissive me. Someday someone will know me... He will know I hide behind a mask. He will know how I yearn. He will know that I'm scared and he will take my hand and lead the way. Someday someone will touch me... He will free my true spirit. He will touch my body like no other. He will use this body as an instrument, with which he will play a beautiful song. He will hold me, bind me, love me.

The Wraith
"A presence can be felt by those who have followed thy saga as told by the Insane Clown Posse. It is a presence that is synonymous with thy crumbling of time itself. Thus emerges a being so powerful that he can exist between both the land of the living, and that of the dead. He goes by many names but is known to thy living only as the Wraith. He walks upon worlds forgotten, and descends from Heavens; fade into gray to witness thy death of all mortal things, so that he may guide thy departed upon thy path that they have chosen. Only now will we truly understand thy meaning of thy saga, for this saga all along, each Jokers Card, is actually none other than... thy echo of our lives. The Wraith guides the departed to the path they have chosen.

The Amazing Jackel Brothers
The fifth jokers card released by Insane Clown Posse. It follows the belief that, when one dies, they will meet Jake and Jack Jeckel, a juggling duo from the Dark Carnival. They juggle human hearts between themselves, and the more sins you have commited in your life, the more hearts they will juggle. If a heart is dropped, "a pit of infinite evil shall open beneath the feet of the viewer and cast the soul into an eternity of pain and suffering". Success opens the gates to Shangri-La, the juggalo paradise. Now, Jack is the evil Twin. Jack will throw curves at Jake, "the just", attempting to see a ball drop and see the ground dissapear to release evil. This is one of the six ways of looking at yourself, the six joker's cards. "Jack, throw another, Jake, catch one more, they'll try to catch all that's in store for you.. how many souls will fall from the sky? how many souls burn wondering why?" From:"Jack Jeckel" on The Amazing Jeckel Brothers

7/18 Brees Update!!!!!!!
Bree is doing much better, she really likes being at St. Judes they treat her super! She has gone threw two rounds of chemo here and they believe they are seeing signs of remission, but they are going to do tests starting tomorrow to verify that. But from a great person she reminds me that things may not be in remission and that if they say she needs more chemo then they are containing the cnacer. On the whole though compared to how she was feeling when she was at the hospital in Cape Coral. She does miss her boyfriend (Dr. Mitchellson) from Cape Coral, but he did send her a new teddy bear. So she has been smiling from ear to ear since she got it. Thank you again to all who have prayed for her during this, you are all saints. James

Spanking
Soft it starts Soft and sweet, slappy taps Playing upon my buttocks Tempting me to greater intensity.. Harder they come... "Still harder," i think, and You comply. Rich slaps welting, Yet still not enough, and so You increase further... Then, in an instant, it is enough, and You stop without my uttering a word. You stop and You caress the redness, Tenderly applying hot cloth and lotion. So soothing. The sting lingers sweetly for too few minutes. i revel in the way my skin receives Thee....

The Ringmaster
ICP's second Joker's Card which features a very kick-ass gold clown with long, sharp claws and a top hat. It came after Carnival Of Carnage and before The Riddle Box. If someone made a black sweatshirt with The Ringmaster on the front instead of The Riddle Box, I'd totally buy it.

My Place
Wandering through life in search, of that which burns brightly inside; Trying to distinguish it's presence, put a name to it's insistent burning. I traveled down many paths, alone, wondering where they may lead. I delved into that which was the norm, finding only existence rather than life. I ached and yearned to be truly living, to be whole in who and what I am. Trying to understand exactly that which I knew and felt inside. I attempted to place it's meaning, in a world so different than the one forming in my heart and soul, leading me always to that place. The place that I was taught to view as wicked and immoral, a place of dysfunction & fear, a place for only the lost souls. Always , the path brought me back, enticing me, exciting me, a sense of fulfillment on it's very edge, beckoning me, drawing me near. i have arrived at that place, knowing, absorbing , feeling it all seeping in, filling me, warming me, showing me life....real living for my

Downrating
Stupid ass people take this shit too seriously. Why do I have random people telling me that I downrated there friends. Dear god. Suck it up and give me a f*cking 1 or whatever you want. If you feel I single you out then give it back to me. People feel like I walk all over them, and crap. well do it back if it'll help you sleep better at night. It's not my fault your friend isn't attractive. haha. I'm not attractive, but I guess I have a bigger backbone when it comes to being rated a 1. Oh boy. silly people in this silly world. CT drama. haha.

Master
Touch me and I tremble… your hands leaving trails of fiery heat. Fingers that are alternately harsh and gentle granting me life and sweet release. Leave me and I lie aching with desolate emptiness. My body yearning for more of your sweet guidance. Command me and my heart reaches out in obedience. Responding with a will of its own borne of my need to serve you. Scold me and shame overpowers me… leaving me sick inside. And I long for another chance to make you smile once more. Enfold me in your chains of love and I quiver in anticipation. Willing you silently to draw my soul ever closer to yours. Claim me as yours, Sir and my heart rejoices Singing a song of servitude which completes us both. Push me beyond yesterday… past where I thought I could go; And my resistance subsides until there is no me that is not you. Fill me with your power until I am borne aloft Floating on wings of love that give me glorious freedom. Hold me tenderly and I

American Idol 2007 Episode 30 - Top 7 Performance Review
The country theme comes around this week which is going to make life interesting for a couple of our soul singers. This week it was Martina McBride coaching our contestants. She's a huge country performer with a plethora of hits under her belt so I'm sure that all of these American Idols are in good hands. Sorry about the delay again this week. I've been bedside in hospital with my wife. Thankfully she is home now! :) Right, on with the show. First up: Contestant: Phil Stacey Song Choice: Where the Blacktop Ends Ringtone: Voting Number: 1 866 436 5701 This may have been Phil's best performance. I think he really was in his element with this song choice this week. Contestant: Jordin Sparks Song Choice: A Broken Wing Ringtone: Voting Numb

How About This?
Deep in the heart of… With the Denver, Colorado show behind them, the Idols are back on the road, headed for a series of performances in the big state of Texas. Thursday and Friday night, they’re set to play the Nokia Theater in Grand Prarie. Then Saturday, it’s on to the Reliant arena in Houston. They wind up the Texas leg of the tour in Austin Sunday night, before heading back to the Southeast to perform a show in Atlanta Georgia on Tuesday. Here’s an interesting interview with Taylor Hicks from Austin360.com. Some interesting excerpts: So at 29, he tried out for “Idol.” He didn’t expect to get far. He was older than most of the contestants. He even had gray hair. He was just hoping for a small taste of the spotlight. “I knew if I got past the first few rounds, maybe the local TV station in Birmingham would pick me up, and someone might book me for a sorority social or something,” Hicks said. And with the “Idol”

To Brattybytch, Ashes To Ashes And All Those That Have Visited !
I wanted to take a minute and thank Kathy, Rich and All of the Great People that have stopped by my profile since BrattyBytch ( aka ) Kathy pimped me out on her blog .. And thanks to Rich for makin a suggestion .. Luv you Guys * Hugs* COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Now that im getting back into this .. if Any of you ever need help in Level'in up .. or anything Please Feel free to let me know ill do all I can to help ...Xoxoxoxoxoxox COOL MySpace Comments

Out Drinking With The Girls
Imagine that you go out one night to a really nice bar with your friends and have a few cocktails . They taste so good, so you have a few more and then the DJ plays your favorite oldie -- ' I Will Survive, ' so you're off to the dance floor . After an hour or so of shaking' your goodies, the DJ plays that irritating head-banging music , so you rejoin the group for a rest and another cocktail, or three You notice a group of men standing nearby and one of them is looking at you. You look back at him and there is tangible chemistry between the two of you. YOU buy him a drink. He likes a woman who is not afraid to buy a man a drink. He approaches you to chat and you get along really well. When the time seems perfect for both of you, he leans over and kisses you . You have never been kissed like this before, an electric kiss and a tingle shudders through your entire body and you don't want it to stop. "I don't usually do this sort of thing," you hear yourself saying,

Mcl
Much Clown Love. Used to say bye to someone in the world of Juggalos and Juggalettes. Also known as MMFCL= Much Mother F**king Clown Love. MMFWCJNHFL= Much Mother F**king Clown Juggalo Ninja Hatchet Family Love... But that's only for messed up people! Yo, I'm out man... MCL

Gentle Dom
growing joining You in this journey a shadow of an ivy branch, wrapped around Your trunk of strength climbing only as far as You dare to permit flexing, reaching towards the edge reshaping bending, never breaking Your gentle caress stretching my limits holding me in Your palm molding, guiding my dreams trusting never permitting me to fall the edge moves farther, safe in Your palm Your soft words of praise encouraging, lifting my soul submitting relinquishing control Your will becoming my desire Your smile, my pleasure desiring, respecting Your domination i am Your precious tame trembling in anticipation submitting to my Love seeking my Protector yearning for my Teacher You are ........ my Master

Juggahoe
Someone who doesn't know what it truely means to be a juggalo. They may talk shit about family (fellow juggalos) for something they wear, how they look, how they talk, ect. Or maybe if they are somehow insulted by what another family member says they won't make an effort to work it out or even try to ignore it and start saying shit right back. If you truelly are against another juggalo or suspect they are in fact a juggahoe keep it to yourself and stay away from that individual. Remeber that a juggalo shouldn't give a fuck about what anyone says (or just not give a fuck in general). A juggahoe will not help family in desperate time of need. Juggalos are no pussies most of them have been hardened emotionally, or in some cases just went plain crazy, and sometimes physically hardened as well, from their past and can "kick ass" if strongly disired, weather it be with family or solo. The hillbilly slaughter fest is over too btw, psychopathic has Boodox now (I saw the whole hillbilly hater s

This One Is Real!
Incase anyone was wondering about my last real-ish update. ...Most of the things that were bugging me them are still bugging me right now. Today I'm doing a better job of ignoring it. And yesterday I was able to as well. Bleh.

Breathe (2 Am)
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button

Native American Proverbs Iv
If we wonder often, the gift of knowledge will come - Pueblo Don't let Yesterday use up too much of Today - Cherokee The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears - Minquass Knowledge that is not used is abused - Cree I love this one! Can't ssy it any better than this... Every fire is the same size when it starts - Seneca Beware of the man that does not talk, and the dog that does not bark - Cheyenne The eyes speak words the tongue can not pronounce - Crow It is easy to be brave from a safe distance - Omaha The frog does not drink up the pond in which he lives - Sioux Seek wisdom, not knowledge. Knowledge is of the past wisdom is of the future - Lumbee

Exchange Between Master And Submissive
Play with all of me... My Leather clad lover~ Arouse me beyond reason.. Low husky Whispers~ And touches of hot-born fire... I watch your face as you... Smell my hunger~ Thirsting for your lips upon my skin... Release my buried desires... And perfect their glow,~ With the hardness of stone~ Rip open my inhibitions... And tear my fears~ Into ribbons of flesh... Bind me to you~ Let them soar to the heavens... To be feasted upon by the Gods~ And adored by you... Flame of our exchange~ Fanned by the wind... The musky smell of~ Sweat on Leather in the air... Sheets and shadows~ Draped over our bodies... Entwined in one long caress~ One long sweet kiss... Of neverending need~ Kiss me to come... This sweet slow burn~ Torching my flesh... Taste welted raw skin~ In the exhausted air... Of my exhale~ And my plea for more as I inhale.. I Kneel for you~ In the heat of dusk... Two erotic creatures~ Baring their Souls... lost in the sweet slow bur

Cannonball!
damien rice - there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt it’s still a little hard to say what's going on there’s still a little bit of your ghost your weakness there’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed you step a little closer each day still I can´t see what´s going on stones taught me to fly love, it taught me to lie life, it taught me to die so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear you step a little closer to me so close that I can´t see what´s going on stones taught me to fly love, it taught me to lie life, it taught me to die so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannon.. stones taught me to fly and love taught me to cry so come on courage teach me to be shy cause it's not hard to fall and i don't wanna scare her it's not hard to fall a

Working Out
Well, I finally decided to start working out. Yep, getting in shape. About damn time too. I have a workout machine that's been taking up space in my game room that I drug to the living room so I'll actually use it. Tonight, I was lonely and tired so I got on it and worked out. My muscles are tired but I'm wide awake. I've missed feeling like this.

Juffalo
An extra-superficial "fan" of ICP/Psychopathic Records; a punk-ass that just ran out and bought all of ICP/Psychopathic's albums yesterday and claims that they are a "true" Juggalo. I got all your albums. I just got them yesterday, but I'm definitely a Juffalo!

Poser
1.one who pretends to be someone whose not. 2. who tries to fit in but with exaggeration An Avril Lavigne fan "Like oh my god! She is not pop, dammit! She is totally punk rawk!" Any one who does not follow his/her own ideas of what he/she likes. Following no one set norm makes you real and following no one set norm makes you poser. Poser is governed not by the clothes, music, or makeup you wear, but rather by the state of your mind and the conformity to your own beliefs. Posers conform to the beliefs of others.

Esham
A very good underground rapper, that spits the reel shit on the mic. Other rappers try and copy his style though(eminem). It's all bout reel life! A Rapper that been spittin tha wicket shit. Another member of natas and tha godfather of tha wicket shit. Closed Casket, Dead Flowers, Repentance . Those be 3 of his cds the unholy, the originator of the acid rappin' esham is the sizznt

Shaggy 2 Dope
shaggy 2 dope is 1 of the 2 Insane Clown Posse members, released a solo album F*ck Off. Basically, shaggy 2 dope KICKS ASS! WICKED CLOWNZ NEVER DIE! Twiztid is the shit, and I'm down with the Clown, Dark Lotus for life, till im dead in the ground!

Life
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years, and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this,I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty, and I

Violent J
Violent J is just one of the two members of ICP respectively known as the Insane Clown Posse. His real name is Joseph Bruce and was part of the group formerly known as the Inner City Posse which has now been changed to the Insane Clown Posse and has been reformed to have only two members known as Violent J and of course Shaggy 2 Dope. J and Shaggs have been through many record labels including that of Disney which was one hell of a deal to get out of. Presently J and Shaggs and the rest of the Psychopathic family (Twiztid, Zug Island, Psychopathic Rydas, and aslo Anybody Killa aka ABK, ect.) have their own record label which is depicted by the Hatchetman. Now J and Shaggs have one hell of a fan base with family known as Juggalos and Juggalettes. Their family has now reached over 1 million Juggalos and Juggalettes world-wide. Give it up for the Hatchet. much muthafuckin clown love everybody or mmcl for short

.........im Not Suppose To Regret...so Why Am I???
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you didn't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

Dark Lotus
A rap group consisting of Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Blaze, and Anybody Killa. Their lyrics are dark and more religious than other Psychopathic Artists. The most recent Dark Lotus album "Black Rain" wasn't nearly as good as "Tales from the Lotus Pod"

This Morning On The Interstate
I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver, Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!!

Juggaloism
Actually it is a real religion. Due to the fact that Juggalos come from all faith backgrounds, it would be difficult to describe the higher power, or God, in a way that would be understood by everyone if we didn't call it the Dark Carnival. The place of happiness and peace in the afterlife is called Shangri-la, the place of punishment and regret is called Hell's Pit. As with any other religion, Juggaloism sets out guidelines for behavior, such as don't hate on other Juggalos, no domestic violence, racism, things like that. We have our own clergy, religious meetings, and are recognized by the government as a religion. The hatchetman is a valid religious symbol to those who believe in Juggaloism and is therefore protected by religious freedom. We are in no way a cult, because we do not require money or blind obedience from members. Some of the actions of the Fellowship of Juggalos (a church started for Juggalos), have been the Juggalo Suicide Prevention line, care packages for pregna

Headed Back To Iraq
Some of you knew this already, others did not. We do not ask for much. We take a petty paycheck. We take bosses telling us how to not only do our job, but how to live our lives. We put up with people every day saying that we are risking our lives, and even losing our lives, for nothing. There are many of us out there that feel it is all worth it. In the honor of knowing I have done my part to keep you safe, I rest assured that whether or not I die, I have made a difference in your life. For many of you... I don't know you. I have never shook your hand, kissed your cheek, or heard you speak to me. However, tomorrow I will pick up my rifle as I Did the day before, and I will stake my life against your well being, because that is what I do, and that is what I believe in. I took an oath to protect you and I plan to uphold it. I will take the fight to the enemy and I will keep them from your homes to the best of my ability. In my own way, I love you, and I just hope

Woman's Perfect Breakfast
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication, Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor, "It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes." He addressed the man, "Can you name your wife's favorite flower?" Tom leaned over, touched his wife's arm gently and whispered, "It's Pillsbury, isn't it? CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmac

This Is The Coolest Clock
I have seen yet!! A new one!! Look closely at it!! Amazing!! I wonder if it is set for the different time zones as it came up CDT for me. Copy this link in your browser.... http://home.tiscali.nl/annejan/swf/timeline.swf

Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Psychopathic Records artist. While trying to make a drug deal Blaze was shot 3 times in the chest and once in the temple which killed him. He was brought back to life 11 years afterwards by the Dark Lotus family. He can be seen wearing a shot up clock and a bloody face.

Inspired By Hubby
Hubby has been blogging about his horoscopes. I thought mine today was neat. "Playing it safe doesn't have to equal boring -- you're living proof of that. You perform your everyday tasks with such zest and vigor that the people around you are inspired. You lead (and teach) by example." I hear this all the time. LOL I am the entertainment at work, helps make it easier to deal with the day. But, I couldn't do it without the love of my family and friends. They are the ones who inspire me the most to keep going. I do hope they know how much they mean to me.

Abk
ABK also know as The Anybody Killer is A rapper who works for the Dark Carnival and promotional label is Psychopathic Records. The rap produced by him and the other Juggalos like him isnt something you'd hear from 50 Cent or The Game (Thank God). Like ICP (Insane Clown Posse) and the rest of the Juggalo family he is known for his face paint (a base coating of pure white all over his face, and then his respective patterns painted on in black, sometimes with an extra colour) and his more 'dark' verses.

Humpday Baby
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Almost forgot humpday cant be doing that now. I am surviving so far with my broken ankle just making the best out of it lol e-mail me anytime sweeties.. Lorie' loriesc4@yahoo.com http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie

Twiztid
Previously House of Krazees, Jaime Madrox and Monoxide Child bring lyrics that send chills up your spine. Only band I can know that can go from wig-splittin, to sex, to haunted lyrics. Down with ICP and the rest of the Psychopathic Family.Bringers of the Wicked Shit. Down with Icp, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, Anybody Killa, Esham, Jumpsteady, Dark Lotus, and Zug Island.

Fate
Fate Chances .........did u make the right turn in your life? I can't help, but think that some people are just meant to be in your life. You have a chance after re-connecting with people to decide rather or not you want them in your life or not. I feel that you have a handful of people that you meet up with time after time because for some reason they are suppose to be in your life. If the decision is made to leave take a left at the Y in the road instead of taking a right, we may never know what could have become of the fate meeting again. I think of this often. There are a few people that I have bumped into more than once or even twice over the last 9 years. So I can't help, but feel this way. I think that when we are hit with these "fate chances" as I call them. We can take a right or a left.....Which way are you going to take? I also wonder.....Did I/You miss my "fate chance" and the love of my life? I will now give those "fate chances" a real go now that I know this. Now the q

Faygo
Ghetto soda pop drunken by Insane Clown Possee and The Kottonmouth Kings. Any true juggalo knows that the only soda that matters is the ghetto pop known as Faygo. ICP grew up drinking Faygo. It's a pop which is also called the poor mans pop, ghetto pop, etc... because it's cheap as hell. At the concerts ICP has these big guns that spray out Faygo. It is almost impossible at an ICP show not to get sprayed. ICP raps about Faygo on "Southwest Voodoo", "Just Like That", "I Want My Shit", "My Kind of Bitch", and on other various songs. Faygo is available all over the U.S.

Jugalette
Juggalettes dont take shit from anyone. There behind all juggalos 110%. You fuck with them theyll fuck you up. being a juggalette is a way of life They don't give a shit about what the world thinks of them. A Juggalette don't think shes better than everyone else. It's a state of mind, a way of life. To truly understand a Juggalette or juggalo you must be a Juggalette-juggalo Anyone can just Like a Band, that makes you a fan. If your a Juggalette-juggalo your down for anything at anytime. A Juggalette and Juggalo are almost the same but Juggalettes are Females. And no matter how pretty, ugly, fat or crack headed they look, Juggalos love them. But if they are a Juggalo or Juggalette they are Down with the Clown for Life.

A Poam
As long as my Mistress is the open road. Doing her bidding as I run yet another load I guess happiness and love I will never know Because I am always on the go. I only go home to see my son Because a home is no home when empty and there is no love and you know no one That is not something easily a trucker can change When never there a life he can arrange. The best I can hope for is a waitress’s smile Before heading back out and burning up another few hundred miles. Never no time for visiting or a rest That damn Mistress the road is always putting me to the test She says to me what do you think your trying to do. .live life and have fun I have another load with which you must run. So off I go spending another night all alone. Weary and tired down to the bone. The sleeper of this truck can on the hottest day of summer seem so cold With no one to touch, love and hold. Did you ever stop to think exactly all a truck driver has to do without.. All those same speci

Native American Proverbs Iii
If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies within yourself - Minquass We should be as water which is lower than all things but stronger even than rocks - Oglala Sioux Never watch an old person carry water, but get a bucket and go in their stead - Twanas You are never justified in arguing - Hopi Even in Paradise, living all alone would be Hell - Seneca Don't walk behind me; I may not Lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Walk beside me that we may be as one - Ute Dreams are wiser than men - Omaha Show respect to all people, but grovel to none - Shawnee The greatest strength is gentleness - Iroquois

The Contest I Am Hosting
Do u have what it takes to have the sexiest eyes on cherry tap? if so CT mail me with the link to the pic u want in the contest and i will rip it...good luck to all contestants Contest will begin on Sat. the 21st of july at 8:00 pm est and will run untill the 28th of july at 8:00 pm est The prize for winning will be a corvette and a Cherry Tap License. here is the link my profile to send me the link of the pic via ct mail.................... HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family (REAL HUSBAND TO Angel1111)@ CherryTAP

If Only In My Dreams
When I close my eyes you are here with me, I can feel your warm breath on my skin and the sound of your heart beating. Your hands touch my face as you look into my eyes and we are one. Our spirits unite in a dance of joy as you take me in your arms showing me all that you know. I feel safe with you, I belong with you. The stars twinkle brightly and I know all is right being here with you tonight. As your hands slide down my naked body I melt into you. I ache for your touch and I feel closer still as your lips touch mine. The energy between us pulses through the night air surrounding us. Engulfing us, taking us to heights we have only imagined. As you press your body into mine all of reality ceases to exist we are in a world of our own known only unto us. As I lay in your arms to sleep for the night I am at peace. If only in my dreams

X-rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. About three inches. Q: What's the difference between purple and pink? A. The grip. Q. How do you find a blind man in a nudist colony? A. It's not hard. Q:

Warning Labels.....
Here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods: On a hairdryer : Do not use while sleeping. (Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!) On a bag of sweets: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (The shoplifter special!) On a bar of Soap: Directions: Use like regular soap. (And that would be how?) On some frozen dinners: Serving suggestion: Defrost. (But it's *just* a suggestion!) On a dessert: Do not turn upside down. *printed on bottom of the box* (Too late! You lose!) On a Pudding packet: Product will be hot after heating. (Are you sure? Let's experiment. ) On packaging for an iron:Do not iron clothes on body. (But wouldn't that save more time?) (Whose body?) On Children's cough medicine: Do not drive car or operate machinery. (We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds off those fork lifts.) On a sleep medicine: Warning: may cause drowsines

This Is Really Beautiful
Just copy the link into your browser...This is really awesome! Please send this to those you love and care about including the one who sent it to you. If you care. http://www.passionup.com/fun/fun4528.htm?e=louiseungro@hotmail..com&f=froggiemad1@cox.net&h=bb08c6204ace9eec&mp=1&confirm=1

R.i.p. Honey
Tis a sad day here in my house....Angelica's gecko just died. We're not sure what happened! It ate fine and was acting normal and when I went to put her to bed, it had passed. She's ok....gonna focus on the Iguana!

I Need A Large Amount Of Help Here
It is over in 2 days and I am far behind. I need some help on this contest pic. The pic here is a link to the contest pic that needs comments. Any bombers on vacation who is bored and wants to help out I would appreciate it.

Life Sux But I Can Make It Better
Well, seems as though I can't win for losing in the love department... I get a "Dear Jane" letter/email today from the one that said he loves me and wants to marry me... all because an ex gf comes back and messages him... apparentely they have talked about getting back together, thats ok... but a "I'm sorry I have to do this in an email" letter?? Grow up!! Get balls and talk face to face (or at least phone to phone).... My nick on here has changed, my pics have been changed (as far as "my man's" album was concerned, it doesn't exist anymore), I burned the notes he sent me. yes burned them. Bye Brew... I won't be there to pick up any pieces that may fall apart in the future.

A Juggalo Is...
Juggalo Beliefs. . . The Juggalo faith is always going to be subject of interpretation, but I have gone through every source I could and have developed my own beliefs, and they may not be the same as every other Juggalo out there, but I hold them to be true. My own personal beliefs include: The Dark Carnival is a supernatural Earthbound force. Eternally it roams collecting and judging the dead souls, and taking them to their final destination. It is what spreads he word of God eternally, so if anyone had told you of God or Jesus, it was by the will of the Carnival. It is called the Carnival because that is the way it adapted, it has become a great circus-like force because of the way it has been set up by God and the people who have been called to it. It also sets a bound for acceptance to all you would have to enhibit to be a part. Holy or evil, those who would turn away from strange ideas are not the type of people needed and sought out by the Carnival. The Carnival has not

This Would Mess Your Mind Up!
BATHROOM PAINTED FLOOR *IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY.... *YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING...... *(not that you would...) *AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE! BATHROO M.... *You open the door.... NOW, REMEMBER, * *THE FLOOR IS JUST A PAINTED FLOOR! **KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY.....DOESN'T IT?* Scroll sloooooooowly..... "Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows".... "I try to take one day at a time -- but sometimes several days attack me at once."

Memories Of You
I carry the memory of you very close to my heart...your beautiful smile and the way you decided to part. I'll always remember the way you made my heart sputter and flip... and I'll always remember you hanging with drool from your lip. I'll always remember the day you asked me to become your wife... but how can I forget the day you decided to end your life? There are so many memories of us, we were quite a pair... the memory that sticks in my mind though, is you dead with your blank stare. I carry many memories of you and these I'll mostly cherish... the memory that breaks my heart, is that you decided to perish. I'll keep all the memories, the good ones without a doubt... there's many memories though, I know I could do without.

"the Warrior", The Header Says It All.
I received a message today from David Stopher, with a link to a Blog of a letter he wrote in a counseling program for PTSD. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/9580 Dave also asked if I wanted to post this on my page. After reading it, I was greatly honored that he asked me to help him spread this among our Fighting Men & Women -- Our Warriors! WARNING: Get Tissues, you will cry!! Well here is His Full Blog: ----------------------------------------------- To my friends at the LC; For the Veterans on LC; For my Family; For my Brothers and Sisters in arms: This is a work that I did in 1997 as part of a counseling program for PTSD. There have been many similar type works out there, but this one is unique, as it was written over the course of only about 15 minutes as I poured my heart out on to paper. Some will understand, others will not. For those that have family in the sandbox; Your Brother/Sister/Son/Daughter/Father/Mother will seem different after they

Dead With Your Fucking Frown..
Dead With Your Fucking Frown.. Why do you look so odd? Why do your eyes look so blank? Wake up now, tired of this childish prank. Your lips are at an odd angle, there's drool hanging from them too...Your skin is so ashen, with a subtle hint of blue. I am not understanding yet, what you went and done...you are my fiance and your mom and dad's son. The horror I am witness to, you dealt a final blow, as understanding seeps into me, my movements are not slow. There's little time to save you, I must cut you down...Forever in my mind, you dead with your fucking frown.

Colors
Blinding Yellow strikes Howling clear strips my cover Dark Blue chokes me searing Orange burns me Bright White scares me Black consumes me but still you find me waiting coated in red with a hint of silver twinkling off my eyes from below The bluish purple is not stopping My mind forever lost consumed within a grayish-white prison and green brown and dusty white becomes my crutch then soon i become a clear no longer a peach "what colors make up your life?"

Help A Ct In Need
CAN WE ALL SHOW SOME LOVE TO A FRIEND WHO HELPS EVERYONE OUT WHEN NEED ............ SHE WILL RATE FAN AND ADD YOU PLEASE DO THIS SO WE CAN GET HER THE DIAMOND EARINGS SHE WANTS http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221890&albumid=439540&i=1618201535

Suicide Hurts Everyone...
Suicide hurts everyone... the pain and torment that you are trying to escape, well you heap it on those that love you. While you are dead forever, your friends and family are left in your nightmarish aftermath, feeling immense guilt "for not seeing the signs" and wondering how death could ever seem more appealing to you than living life with them. You will take away their hopes and dreams, self-esteem, and ideals. You will rob them of loving you one more day. Not only will you leave behind your depression to manifest in them, you will leave this world a darker and colder place for them. My name is Kellie, last year on June 4, 2005, I was forced into the biggest trial of my life. My outlook on life and my sanity came crashing down around me when I discovered my fiance had hung himself in our bathroom. As I cut through his noose, and lowered his body to the ground, I realized the screaming was coming from me. My life hasn't been the same since. Don't do this to your loved ones, ther

A Big Thank You :)
i want to thank all of you that showed so much warmth,love and good ol' friendship... right when i was SURE the online comunities of old were surely dead, here comes Cherry Tap :) love you guys, you kicketh ass :)

Personality Test
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Illegal Shakira
Who would have thought That you could hurt me The way you've done it? So deliberate, so determined And since you have been gone I bite my nails for days and hours And question my own questions on and on So tell me now, tell me now Why you're so far away When I'm still so close You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry" You said you would love me until you die And as far as I know you're still alive, baby You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry" I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart I tried so hard to be attentive To all you wanted Always supportive, always patient What did I do wrong? I'm wondering for days and hours [ Illegal lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] It's here, it isn't here where you belong Anyhow, anyhow I wish you both all the best I hope you get along But you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry" You said you would love me until you die

Not The Same Old Questions...yay!!!
FINALLY...NOT THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS 1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? NOPE...HE WAS ONLY GOOD FOR FUCKING 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else? TO REJECT SOMEONE ELSE...MY HEART IS TOO SOFT 4. What is the best thing about your current job? GET TO MAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF FRIENDS...HEH HEH 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? IDIOT!! 6. What's the last thing you drank? FRUIT PUNCH GATORADE 7. Have you been on a date in the past week NOPE 8. Where are you going on your next vacation/road trip? PHILLY 9. Have you ever thrown up from working out? NOPE 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? A LITTLE OF BOTH 11. Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn’t know what was going on? ONCE...I REMEMBER BEING PART OF A TUG OF WAR..MY EX WANTED TO TAKE ME HOME AND HAVE SEX WITH ME WHILE HIS SISTER TRIED TO KEEP ME AT THE PARTY...LAST THING I REMEMBER I WOKE UP ON THE COUCH WITH MY

Do Ya Wanna Dance?
Have you listened to music while you're online on your pc and the songs that youre listening to make you wanna get up and dance? That just happened to me, but I didn't wanna shake the whole house down. Oh yeah that reminds me from when I was head banging to dry my hair. I know that I had to stop several times cause my neck was hurting. That leads me back to the wine festival a few years ago in North East, PA. I was head banging to the Earthquakers (emphasis on the quakers part) which knocked me on my ass a couple of times. With me headbanging got me a few compliments from other people that were there. I could barely move my neck for the next couple of days after that day. Okay, this is it, so I got to to!

Personality Test
Your Personality is Very Rare (ENFJ) Your personality type is dramatic, expressive, proud, and demanding. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 5% of all women and 2% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?

This Is Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a town in Northern China that does this every year. It is a great tourist attraction and is always beautiful. Most of them have lights inside and as you can see they are really big. The town is Harbun, and this is a new set of pics. they get more fantastic all the time. This is the town where the Chinese had that chemical spill a couple of months ago .

Bored Bored
i kinda need a job with the quickness sitting at home is no fun at all i spent waaaaaaaaay too much monies at best buy and didnt really get anything but a 13 month xbox live gold sub. and the b.c. for wow.... and... paper mario for my wii. none if wich i NEEDED. lameeeeeeeeeeee im really in the mood to go to a good concert. the last one i even went to was tech n9ne. wich is wierd becuase it was like... RAP!!! SOMEONE COME HANG OUT!!!! IM BORED!!!!

I Give Up!!! Everyone Seems To Think It Is So Easy
Yeah right...I have it so easy on the road. Or so I have been hearing a lot lately. Let me tell you...what BS. I get up at 3 am in the morning....get to bed by 9 pm if I am lucky. And that is 7 days a week for months on end. I tried dating someone, that fell to pieces because of what I do. Meanwhile at home situation detoriates between me and sons mother. Add to this the fact that I have yet to get ahead this year because everytime I do something happens that puts me in a hole. Yeah...great f'n life I have people. No oportunity to develope friendships or relationships at home...cause I'm never there. No chance to on the road because I'm totally exhausted and always on the go. So here I live in a constant state of motion, and yet do not truly live at all. To be the nameless 39 y/o man in black wearing a fadora (yes I do....bite me)that brings you everything you need in life to survive....and yet you know not even his name. Nor what his doing so may cost him. ...And I can't even put a pi

Rant
Have you ever noticed that people, no matter how long, never change. you might think they do but it is only a temporary thing. Old habits never go away. once you know how some one is never think that they have changed those stupid things that pissed you off to start with. I myself am a submissive. in life and in bed. this only poses a problem when people know it and takes advantage of it. I feel squashed right now. pseudo depressed. I just want life to stop being bumpy. I am ready just to settle down in the family that we have been waiting for. ok sorry for the rant. Have a good night

I Do 'those' Kind Of Parties
Yup yup I do, I'm an independent consultant for Passion Parties and I love my job. If you would like to see what I do for a living visit www.passionsbysamantha.com and book your party today or contact me today.

True Friends
"If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my ?!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day.

I Don't Practice Santaria...
I ain't got no crystal ball. I had a million dollars, but I... I spent it all. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE yummy yummy bacardi hurricane! And so. Heh. Yesterday was a long day. Was up for over 24 hours. Thankfully I didn't have to drive home from Springfield and I was able to stay in town. Definately slept later than I intended but it was oh so good. Talked to my brother today. Had to get some advice about buying something. Heh. Anyways, I'm a little tipsy right now so I'm not thinking about what I wanted to write. Oh well. XOXO

Feelings
I sometimes wonder just how many feelings we go through in just one day. So many fellings that never go away, this rollercoaster called life can deal so many feelings our way. The hurt and pain, will I ever love again. Look there you are , please speak to me again, any second now they will say hello, why oh why did you have to go. For just one moment to be alone, Just us two, theres no one else at home, rushing here, rushing there, no time to talk now, Give me a while and then I will be free, then nothing. Dejection, rejection,down into the depths I go once more. Then there it is, hello how are you and how was your day, all the hurt starts to go away. How long will it be this time five minutes or will it be ten and then you will go once again. Long days and longer nights til we speak again, or shall we just sit waiting......while else where the attention is grabbed, so much going on but nothing really matters.....game or real.. I look at you

Social Security Sex
Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on! LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but th

Nine Words Women Use...
Nine words women use... 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think l

Love
I'm not supposed to love you. I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you where there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I'm sorry I cant help myself cause I'm in love with you.

Love Is.....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Corinthians **Don't worry, I've never had it either** lol

Mae West Quotes
A dame that knows the ropes isn't likely to get tied up. A hard man is good to find. A woman in love can't be reasonable - or she probably wouldn't be in love. Any time you got nothing to do - and lots of time to do it - come on up. Anything worth doing is worth doing slowly. Good sex is like good bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. I believe that it's better to be looked over than it is to be overlooked. I didn't discover curves; I only uncovered them. I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. I never worry about diets. The only carrots that interest me are the number you get in a diamond. I speak two languages, Body and English. I used to be Snow White, but I drifted. I'll try anything once, twice if I like it, three times to make sure. I've been in more laps than a napkin. Love thy neighbor - and if he happens to be tall, deb

Today July 18th
Okay so so much for wishing for summer its here! Went to work today (thank god for AC) and cut 3 lawns which I almost passed out (thank god for water) haha and now John is coming over and we are going to get up some bars soon. Hope everyone had a good day! PS: Dont forget to comment and rate my NSFW!

Everything
u know its funny how every one sits here and acts like your friend just to get stuff out of you...and yet.. you trust them with every heart filled word that comes out of your mouth. then the next is pissed becuz they think your the one that told the person that your talking about.. every thing they said... and you get called a fat ass bitch that needs a life..yet i olny disagreed with the damn woman...and shes prego maybe thats why shes a bitch? i feel so much better geting that out

Colonoscopy
Colonoscopy All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the! rectum "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the

Healin A Broken Heart...does This Really Work?
"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again; skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts." -Anonymous There's very little in life that hurts as much as a broken heart. I always wished there were a guide on dealing with the pain of having loved and lost. So I'm gonna make an attempt at such a guide. Based on my many days dealing with a broken heart in what I call "the pain chamber," I'd like to share some thoughts on what's gotten me through: First, listen to some country music. Second, try listening to some country music. Third, did I say country music? Country songs cover some powerful lessons and wise teachings on handling the dark side of love. Depending on the day or the moment, any of the following tips might help... 1. Keep in mind that a broken heart is part of being human Be wary of the person who hasn't dealt with a broken heart. No matter how strong you might be, if you're open to love, you're automatically vulnerable to pain. So don't feel

To You ...
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Rare Condition.
A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" She says: "Pepper."

This Is So True !
Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls Beautiful Girls JR! Sean Kingston! Chorus: You're way too beautiful girl That's why it'll never work You'll have me suicidal, suicidal When you say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls They only wanna do your dirt They'll have you suicidal, suicidal When they say it's over Verse 1: See it started at the park Used to chill at the dark Oh when you took my heart That's when we fell apart Coz we both thought That love lasts forever (lasts forever) They say we're too young To get ourselves sprung Oh we didn't care We made it very clear And they also said That we couldn't last together (last together) Refrain: See it's very define, girl One of a kind But you mush up my mind You walk to get declined Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy (Repeat Chorus) Verse 2: It was back in '99 Watchin' movies all the time Oh when I went away For doin' my first crime And I never thought That we was gonna see each other

No Internet
My dad...brother and grandma are moving out of the trailer we are stayin in and Richard and I are gonna rent it with a couple friends. So it will be a while before we have internet. Just giving everyone a heads up.

What Did You Do Today?
What did you do today? > >A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in >their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers >strewn all around the front yard. > >The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and >there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even >bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded >against one wall. > >In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the >family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the >kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, >the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken >glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back >door. > >He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of >clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that >

When I Was Little
I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together,"another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish,another your love for movies,another will be with you in your season of confusion,another will be your clarifier,another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion,on whatever the day, or wherever you need them to meet you with t heir gym shoes on and hair pulled back,or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..t

What Is Happening On Cherrytap/fubar And Where To Find It.
Things every person in the community should know. Where to find information: HELP: located on the task bar right above your Bar Tab. Here you will find the 1. Helpers of CherryTap/Fubar - they are called bouncers. 2. CherryTap Bible - here is a wealth of information about the site. the VAULT: 1. newletter for interesting reading and information. 2. Graphic sites to decorate your pages and comments The SUPPORT LOUNGE: here is where you ask for help from those in the know about problems you are having with site. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST! Find all your answers here: The TRUE FACTS BabyJesus blog: http://cherrytap.com/user/1 or Scrappers blog: http://cherrytap.com/user/22 This are the place where you go for help and info about the site. Place those questions shouldn't end up in are the MUMMS Thanks dear blog for letting me get this information out to all my dear friends Until the next time. Have a wonderful day. Gegi

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

Becoming Illegal
(Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill’s provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get Th

Today Is International Weird-ass People's Day.
Please send an encouraging message to a weird ass friend... Just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, Screw farm animals, Sniff toilet seats Or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, You're frigging special.

Blueberry Pie
BLUEBERRY PIE 5 cups fresh blueberries 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1 (15 ounce) package refrigerated pie crusts 1 cup sugar 1/3 cup all-purpose flour 1/8 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 2 tablespoons butter or margarine 1 large egg, lightly beaten 1 teaspoon sugar SPRINKLE berries with lemon juice; set aside. FIT half of pastry in a 9-inch pieplate according to package directions. COMBINE 1 cup sugar and next 3 ingredients; add to berries, stirring well. Pour into pastry shell, and dot with butter. UNFOLD remaining pastry on a lightly floured surface; roll gently with rolling pin to remove creases in pastry. Place pastry over filling; seal and crimp edges. Cut slits in top of crust to allow steam to escape. Brush top of pastry with beaten egg, and sprinkle with 1 teaspoon sugar BAKE at 400° for 35 minutes or until golden. Cover edges with aluminum foil to prevent overbrowning, if necessary. Serve with vanilla ice cream, if desired.

Married And Online
Welcome to my newest blog..it is based upon my opinion and I have chosen to share it with you all. Married and Online In my not so humble opinion I firmly believe married people in general have no place on a chat site geared toward promiscuity. This is of course my opinion and I am entitled to it as you are entitled to your own. I absolutely despise the use of the term "happily married" especially in conjunction with a page that contains less than proper photos. I think peoples ideas of happy are their own, but I do not believe a happily married person would be seeking out a playmate(s) online if they were so happy. I realize this blog will garner me no fans as most of the people online I do talk to are married. I am not here to air others laundry just merely state my opinion. I feel that married people should not complicate a bad situation with another bad situation. Some people prefer to have their fantasies and I do not. I won't criticize them for it...but I don't pers

I Am A Witch
a poem written by Gerina Dunwich I am a Witch With rhymes and reasons. I am a changeling like the seasons. My mother is the Moon, My father is the Sun; With Goddess Earth am I as one. I am a Witch, a Pagan child. Mother Nature's spirit so wild Grows within me, Flows within me, Meandering like a spellbound stream, Enchanting my every waking dream. I breathe the air of liberation, I drink the water of creation, Earth-magick is my conjuration. I am a Witch of shadow and light, Of Avalon mists and ravens' flight. I am a Witch, with pride say I, For a Witch's soul Does never die.

Welcome A New Loser
Everyone take the time to welcome "d$money$" ( http://www.cherrytap.com/user/822203 ) to the family of lowlife scumbag downraters. Hi came to My page while I was away and downrated and then when I commented on it on his page (in true Roadie fashion) he sends a message stating, and I qoute, " was obly joking if i said any thing higher u would have thought i was gay and im not plus im bored " - Like that is a good reason to go around downrating people a "1"??? Maybe he and his ilk need to leave this site and join Rasberry Tap? LMAO

Ok Everyone
I GAVE UP ON THE CONTEST WITH MY KATS PIC IN IT THERE IS NO WAY ILL CATCH UP BUT IM STILL IN THE VIC FOR A YEAR CONTEST HAVEN'T GOT LINK YET BUT HERE IS WHAT I KNOW ABOUT IT SO FAR IF YOU ALL COULD PLEASE HELP ME ON THAT ONE WHEN IT STARTS THANX SO MUCH GIVEAWAY...ONLY 1 WINNER 1ST TO REACH 250,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES THE VIC FOR A YEAR ALL ENTRIES IN BY FRI.7/20....BOMBING FOR GIVEAWAY STARTS SAT 7/21 (12 PM EST)...NO TIME LIMIT ON THIS BE NICE PEOPLE...I ONLY HAVE 3 RULES...BOMBING ONLY FROM LEVEL 5 OR ABOVE...NO BLANK COMMENTS ALLOWED AND NO CHEATING...I WILL THROW YOUR ASS OUT IN A HEARTBEAT FOR EITHER!! OK I HOPE TO GET A LITTLE HELP ON THIS ONE THERE IS ALOT OF ENTRYS IN IT THANX GUYS WITH LOVE

Vain People.
it's bullshit that ppl give you a low ratine merely because you gave them one. i mean i dont care what they rate me, but the only reason some of them are rating low is because i raated them low, then they bitch me out for it.PATHETIC!! most of the time i rate them low because they're pic quality is low. get over it. grow up! do you really think rating me low is going to affect me, other than pissing me off? is it really going to "get back at me"? no!

Save Darfur!
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Need To Add To My Last Blog
Sorry I forgot to put in my last blog.. This isn't a cry to attention or anything like that.. Also, there is certain people on my list who know that I am talking about them, and there is certain people who know that the blog was NOT meant for them.. You know who you are!! And for those who know that the blog was not pointed directly at them, no worries, you aren't going any where!!

~endings~
The Temperature Runs From Hot to Cold, These Games Becoming Much Too Old Words Are Words I've Come To Understand, Release My Heart,...... Release My Hand Alone I Have Stood, And Alone I Shall Stand I Watch The Sun Set From Above The Sand As Darkness Falls, I Now Understand It Is I That Needs To Let Go of Your Heart, And Your Hand

Every Night
Every Night Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me

Love On The Internet
Love On The Internet Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally

Wisdom Teeth
Well I had to get two Wisdom teeth pulled On Tuesday and I wonder why they call them Wisdom teeth when they are not smart at all. The Dr. Had both of them out and had me all stitched up in about 10 mins and I didn't even feel a thing until I got home about an hour later when the numbing went away and then I felt like I was hit in the face with a 2x4. I did find a new friend for the time being, It's name was Lortab, Took a couple of them and woke up 4 hours later just in time for another. I even had a juicy steak in a can (beef Broth) last night since I couldn't chew. I did manage to eat a sandwich at lunch today but it hurt. I figure a few more days before I can sink into a real steak. It seems to me that the past few weeks I have paid money out to people just to inflict pain on me. First I paid my artist for 5 hours of ink and then I paid the Oral Surgeon to Pull my teeth. Hell maybe I'll give the kid down the street a nickel to kick me in the leg next.

Wtf..
Wow you wanna know what I'm really tired of ?? People who always ask YOU for help, and you always help them.. No matter what.. You do your best to help that person out.. Go all out, and do what ever it takes, even the littlest thing to help that person, and do they help you ?? Hell no they don't.. But they have NO problem asking you for help.. I'm tired of it.. Do NOT ask me for help if you aren't going to help me out in return..I'm tired of being the nice one, and always helping people out.. But when I need the help, NO ONE is willing to step up and help me.. As far as all my "CT friends go" I am deleting friends.. If You want to stay on my list.. SPEAK UP or you will forever hold your peace.. Because you will be gone.. I speak to VERY few of you, yet have a SHIT LOAD of "friends".. So again.. Speak up and say that you want to stay and WHY You want to stay, or you are gone.. Have a wonderful night...

Fate
Fate And Circumstances As words flow across the screen, Relationships are discussed Positions dreamed, Frustration intensifies. You say fate has brought us together But circumstances are keeping us apart Will fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?

Help Save Wolves
Why Restore Wolves in North America? As carnivores at the top of the food web, gray wolves help maintain the flow of energy from the top down – the trophic cascade-- that is necessary within the web to maintain diverse and healthy ecosystems. The abundance and diversity of wolves, bears, cougars and other top predators help keep populations of plant-eating animals (herbivores) under control, including elk, deer and moose, that are among the prey selected by wolves. These larger herbivores require huge quantities of woody stems, herbs and lichens to meet their energy requirements for growth and reproduction. They can quickly deplete a landscape of vegetation, the primary producer of energy in an ecosystem, and the major source of food for first order consumers, the herbivores. However, when wolves are the top carnivores – second order consumers– in an ecosystem, elk and deer numbers are kept in check, leaving enough vegetation for smaller herbivores. Without wolves and other

Update
well it looks like i torn a stomach muscle and that is causing all my pain, so I am on bed rest with a heating pad for the next 4 days. so i won't be here that much. but I hope this does the trick and i am back on my feet soon. we are supposed to be moving in 4 weeks. hope to talk yo ya'll soon love ya Laree

Friends Forever
When we first met you were annoying. Who knew we would become the bestest of friends. Talking on the phone. Chatting on the net. Every minute thanking God that we met. My heart grew for you. It begged. It pleaded for your love, not knowing how to tell you. Two years later we met in person. My heart leaped for joy. For the life of me I couldn't remember my name. I totally forgot how to speak. I sat there and watched your every move. My heart melting with every smile. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" you asked "I don't believe in love," I lied When I had to leave my heart fell to the floor. Why did I have to leave so soon? Friends Forever So I could return later that year. To see your smiling face and maybe express what I feel. The truth is I do believe in love. I believed in it the moment I saw you. Now as you read this poem you probably have mixed feelings. Not only did I write this to say I love you But to thank you.

Fabricated Hero
When I start to slip His strength is such a waste To possess a broken moment Love has such a fickle taste When I start to see The ghost of him is all that’s there The failure on his shoulders And the hell I now have to bear

My Heart Believes In You
My Heart Believes In You My Heart Believes In You by Stewart Bradshaw I kept my head up high, and then you came my way. I have been hurt so many times. My heart filled with so much pain. but now that pain has gone away. For I have found a place I want to be. This place I see is with thee. For in your arms I have felt and seen, a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe. A safe haven in your arms just for me. Now I give my heart to thee. For my heart believes in you.

Until We Meet
Until We Meet Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you

The Man In The Iron Mask
Ok i tryed to post this as a mum but to many people became assholes andI will never post again. Just who was this man?Alexandre Dumas told the story of it being King Louis XIV,Twin brother and of course there is the movie staring Leonardo DiCaprio,So I did some reasearch on the man in the iron mask I had read It in highschool and my teacher had a disscussion.It was brought up that he could of been a marshall of france?Ok so i ran a search thanks to wikiapedia i read great artical.And it mentions that it was not an iron mask at all but possabley a black velvet cloth.ok so heres the link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_in_the_Iron_Mask so who do you think the man in the iron mask was.

John 15: 4-7
4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. 5 I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. 6 If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned. 7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.

Paris Checks In To The Clink And It's Not A Skyview Suite - That's So Hot!
Hollywood heiress and socialite Paris Hilton surrendered last night after a music award show to begin her 23 day jail sentence, a day before her original sentence was set to begin.The LA Sheriff's Department reported that they met Hilton at a outside the Lynwood correctional facility in order to keep the facility safe and free of gaggles of photographers following Hilton wherever she goes.While she was able to strike a pose for her booking photo (at the right), Hilton will not be able to wear her extensions in jail.OMG! Paris without extensions.Paris Hilton in an orange jumpsuit inside a jail cell?That's SO hot. Somebody get pictures!Hilton showed on the red carpet Sunday to attend the MTV Music Awards. She stopped for a brief moment to talk to reporters.Who is this guy Paris was with this weekend?"I've gotten thousands of letters from all over the world," Hilton said, adding that she could have opted to serve her time in a "upscale" jail."I did have a choice to go to a pay jail," she

Paris And Nicole "make Up" In New Season Of "simple Life"
Here is your first look at season five of Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie's reality show, "The Simple Life." After spending season four apart, the pair met up for the first time on camera and Extra has your first glimpse. For this and more of Paris and Nicole, watch the Simple Life when it premieres this Memorial Day on E! TAGS: Nicole, Simple Life, Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: Paris And Nicole "Make Up" In New Season Of "Simple Life" by The Huffington Post Huffington Post from Boxxet Blogs ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Richie and Hilton to counsel fat kids - Paris Hilton Sex Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie to counsel fat kids - Topix MORE FROM Topix | National

Poem
The pain I feel when I think of you, Gets me to start crying. But my heart will remain true. I will always be trying. To right the wrong, I don't know how, how could this be. oh how I long, and wish you would come back to me. I know it doesn't seem worth your time, but I love you with all my heart. I promise everything will be fine. I cannot stand to be apart. I pushed you away I wasn't ready for what we had, I don't know why I love you more day to day I can't believe I hurt you this bad. I don't know how to explain myself. I really wanna be with you, I will always love you through sickness and health. and I hope somday you will too. These are the things I feel, They will never die. I will never bigin to heal. Until the day you are mine. Hope you like it :P

For My Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For those of you that know my mom,,,she is now sitting in the Hospital because of some jerk off she actually used to love on here,,Shadowravenblood. He had so many other women while he was telling her he was so inlove with her and wanted only her!! He was lying to her the whole time,,,,But unlike me,,she forgave him and still wanted to be friends with him,,why,,,,I have no clue,,I would not have even have given him that much. My mother and I are very close,, I have seen what has been sent and recieved between the two of them these last 24 hours and it makes me sick! Because of him,, her wrists and her will never be the same,, if she even makes it out this time....I and my brothers love her so much and if anything happens to her,, I will never forgive him or his words I have read,,both to my mother,,,and directly to me.Mom,,we love you,,,,please come home safe,, we are all praying for you. Love, Your Daughter Stephanie

Men Are Like..........
for all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn T

They Tried To Fire Me!!!!
so yeah last night when i got to work... i was asked y i was there! i couldn`t help but to give my manager the stupid look and and be like well im sopose to be working hence y i`m here. then she told me that i had been fired the night be for due to a no call no show! well then i told here that it wasnt posibale cuz i wasnt sopose to work on monday! then i was told that they changed the schuel and that no one bothered to tell me my new hours! witch last time i remember once its posted you cant make any major chenges to it! oh well i still have my job there sadly but i`m on the hunt for a new and better job!

Update
Ok I have been up since 10:45am CST my time.. So I have worked on my yahoo groups for a bit to change layouts and did other things before I came on Cherrytap.. Well any how I have rated some pictures of my friends and I am going to try to finish them later on tomorrow.. I am so damn tired right now.. I will be on when I get the house work done so I won't get in trouble or get yelled at ok.. To all the people who stopped by my profile thank you for your love.. Thank you for the rates, adding me and so on ok.. Right now I have to get off, we are supposed to get bad storms here not for sure when it will happen.. I have alot of things to do and I will update later on everything ok.. I will or it will take some time to go to peoples profile and rate their pictures and so on.. I will get there just have to wait ok.. Thank you so much.. I have to get off right.. Have a really good night you all.. Virgo24

Just Got Laid Off
hey all, I may not be on as much in the near future...or hell maybe even more so... I just got laid off today...they let a bunch of us go...technical term "temporarily laid off" anyway... if anyone knows of any online work I can do from home or anything for a little while I'm open to suggestions...I'm a software developer, or was... but willing to do anything for a buck right now... take care all, xoxo Ryan

From A Marine To His Dad
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protes

.ya.think.?.
It's time to do some housecleaning, both literally and metaphorically. Certain mental matters and some physical chores need addressing, or they'll start to look a lot scarier than they actually are. oh gee..ya think? cept sometimes...things are exactly as scary as you think they are...and thats what makes people procrastinate their 'inner housecleaning' in the first place now isnt it. yes i believe it is. so thanx for nothing. *goes back to plant transplanting*

It's That Time Again
I am doing a major cleaning of my friends list tonight. No use in having someone on there that doesn't even stop by or return anything. Nobody in my family is being deleted of course. So asta to the ones I never hear from and probably won't read this anyway.

Party Tomorrow Afternoon?
So, I am getting together with a friend of mine tomorrow afternoon at a hotel in Utah County to play. She's quite pretty, great curves and absolutely incredible in bed. Oral and sexy and raging with sexdrive. Before or after or during, I am wondering if someone wants to meet me or her or both and play. I am not interested in men, though she is (duh), and she may be interested in a great looking lady. This will be at a respectable hotel. You must be Drug/Disease free and you must use protection!!! Let's all be safe and have a good time. Interested? Hit me back!

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps
Have you ever been driving your car in the dead of night on a small two lane road. A car approaches you in the opposite direction and you start to think, "with just a simple flick of my wrist I could veer my car into theirs" Metal to metal. Cold steel colliding fusing into one. Searing ripping flesh, screams and fire. You wonder how it might feel. Would it hurt? Would you even be hurt or would all of your state of the art safety features save you from experiencing real agony. Perhaps you would die. What then? Nothing? Damp, brisk, chilled, night air hits your throat and it cuts deep like a blade. You might even start to move the wheel a bit in the direction of that oncoming car, teasing fate... what holds you back? Your future? Your friends and family? All of the dreams and hopes you have for yourself? Really? Most of us are going to be nothing, are nothing anyway so what does it matter in the long run? Why not tempt fate here and there? Wave that bone in front of death... beckon, rap

Poem I Wrote: The Killing Is Here
The Killing is here How can I love you, that you went behind my back and cheat on me, I think the killing is here I want to hurt you, I want take your life away. I wanted you dead, because you have betrayed me over her. You bastard I will haunt you in your dreams, I will kill you in your dreams. You betrayed my heart, my love but the killing is here. I will hurt you no matter what I do is hold you in my arms. I still love you, and you can’t stop me from loving you, but I have made a decision is that I wanted to hurt you so damn bad. Don’t come near me, I will kill you. You bastard you didn’t love me for who I am. You wanted that skinny bitch over me. I don’t care, I love myself either though I’m over weight. I am beautiful no matter what they say words, can’t bring me down, so don’t you bring me down today. The killing is here, I will have your head from betraying me over her. I gave you my heart, body, and soul. So die bastard, die bastard d

Who Wants To Live Your Next Life Backwards??
Who wants to live your next life backwards? You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. Case Dismissed :P

Baby
So my friend is having a baby and its a girl and she's naming it after me!!!!! This is great for many reasons. Firstly constant exposure to a crying infant is sure to dispose of any maternal longings I may be having. Secondly I no longer have to tell every pregnant person I know to name their kid after me and finally Babies are cute

Anticipation
NO Barbie Doll, Baby Doll, Ho Baby: No thank you, please. That kind of girl ties knots no sailor ever knew. she phoned me one summer evening. "quantum ... quantum baby, hi. it's Barbie. i was wondering ... would you like to come over?" i said, "yeah!" she said, "oh, good. i can't wait ... bring some condoms." i became excited and turned into speedracer, arriving at her residence within what seemed like a New York City second. she was standing outside waiting. i got out my vehicle and nonchalantly approached her, maintaining eye contact as she walked towards me. her full, luscious lips were a bright red from a glossy lipstick. she was wearing a white, sheer halter top, revealing a spectacular cleavage with two gorgeous, ample mounds of silky skin; and her perky nipples were exquisitely protruding. she was absolutely breathtaking: the combination of her precious face, her golden hair, her exposed shoulders, and her hour-glass figure; as well as, her alluring smile, and the sparkle of he

Wtf??
Ok, so someone please explain to me how exactly you can go from infinately happy and hopeful, and then suddenly you are questioning everything around you. Seems like everytime I get my hopes up and actually get to a point in my life where everything is great, then all of a sudden that little piece in the back of my mind steps forward, and takes control. Then out of nowhere, I am questioning my own beliefs and thoughts. I know it all probably boils down to my own habit of self-sabatoge. You know.... things are just to good to be true, and why on earth should I ever truelly have happiness. My brain, when left to its own devices can turn the best and happiest situations of my life into nothing if I let it. Everything will just turn from bright bold colors to this shitty grey muck!!! Sometimes all I need to get out of my self created drama is someone who gives a shit, is to know that the people I care about are there for me no matter what, and that they love me unconditionally!

Just A Little About Me,boring,lol
hi! im desperado.im an easy going guy that loves the mountains.i used to spend alot of my time wtaching the beayty of the outdoors all year around,i gues youd call me an outdoors romantic. then theres the other side of me.i play the drums.i used to be in a rock group and even had a few releases then i went into the service.shoulda stayed on my pedastal becouse the band really did well and are still going strong,i won go into the namwe of the band becouse that just causes to much drama,lol.i hate drama.in the service i was in covert ops but thats behind me.i love to race.i race pro fuel and pro stock as well as i have a drag bike i love to run.been racing since i could see over the stearing wheel,and maybe a couple before. i guess besides the outdoors,music and racing my other likes are sky diving,motorcycls,being with friends,motorcycles,the beach,motorcycles,dancing and i cannt forget,motorcycles.lol. physically,oh dont ask,lo.i hate this part so ill make it short.6ft 1 200 lbs

How You Sleep After Drinkin Alcohol
The Way you Sleep after Ingesting Alcohol After two Beers After three glasses of Wine After four Kamikazes After a few shared bottles of wine After a few Margaritas.... (love it) After 2 bottles Jack Daniels And after an evening of two beers, three wines, four kamikazes, margaritas and that bottle of Jack shared with those friends in Mexico

Wake Up Baby Jesus
Hey babyjesus what's this crap? I commented one person in the 20 minutes that I have been on here and I get this from you. What's the deal? Looks like your end of your system is messed up BIG time... Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.

Today...
well,i have a guy friend who has a gf...and she's a lying bitch, and i don't understand how someone can be in a realtionship with someone who treats their friends like shit.... it don't make sense to me.. my list family friends bf's.... i guess his vision is gf's friends family... totally backwords...he's not on here, so i know who is thinking it's them, it's not.... tell me, why do guys act so stupid?!?!?!

Looking For..
Make Me Miss July! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Bday Thanks
Hello everyone! MamaBear here.. I just wanted to thank those of you who sent Birthday cards to me so that I can send out a group of them to Lord Lestat. I have just returned from sending out the cards that I have received so far, in the hopes of them getting to him by at least his birthday (this Saturday). There is still time (remember, like the saying goes, better late than never) if you are still interested in sending in a card. If you are, in fact, still interested PLEASE contact me, and let me know, and I'll get you set up. Remember, the basic idea is, all you pay for is the card, and the postage to me... I'll send the bulk of the cards out, and pay for that postage myself. Just let me know if you are still interested by clicking on my link below, and CT mailing me! Oh, and please repost this!! Thanks! ♥ MamaBear MamaBear ~ ÐÄRK ÈñÇHÄñ†ÈÐ þRÌñÇÈ§§ Ö£ LÐÇ ~@ CherryTAP

"i Missyou"
Be honest....... If you really miss someone, friend, ex, love, or a family member right now.., And cant get them off your mind... Then repost this titled as "I miss you..." Within 1 minute. And whoever you are missing will surprise you ......Within 1 minute. And whoever you are missing will surprise you ......

The Rambo Granny Of Melbourne , Australia
The Rambo Granny of Melbourne , Australia Gun-toting granny Ava Estelle, 81, was so ticked off when two thugs raped her 18 year old granddaughter that she tracked the unsuspecting ex-cons down . . . and shot off their testicles. The old lady spent a week hunting those men down, and, when she found them, she took revenge on them in her own special way, said Melbourne police investigator Evan Delp. Then she took a taxi to the nearest police station, laid the gun on the sergeant's desk and told him as calm as could be: "Those bastards will never rape anybody again, by God." Cops say convicted rapist and robber Davis Furth, 33, lost both his penis and his testicles when outraged Ava opened fire with a 9-mm pistol in the hotel room where he and former prison cell mate Stanley Thomas, 29, were holed up. The wrinkled avenger also blew Thomas' testicles to kingdom come, but doctors managed to save his mangled penis. The one guy, Thomas, didn't lose his manhood, but the doctor I

U.s.a.
Anyone that loves photography will appreciate the precision of the photo. As the jets are probably moving at around 400 mph and you being just right to get the shot at that instant. And that is a hard formation to stay at as the ones in the "S" are just a little graduated degree behind the next one and staying that way to maintain the formation. It is a great photo of an Air Force training squadron flying in a never-done-before "USA" formation over the control tower "Taj Mahal" (HQ building) of Randolph Air Force Base in San Antonio, Texas.

Correction
im sorry i really need to go crawl in a hole. she would be swt pears ... im going to go to bed before i hurt myself...lol having a blonde moment id say ... but thanks again all, so much... huggies... kat

How Is Email Like A Penis?
- Some folks have it, some don't. Those who have it would be devastated if it were ever cut off. They think that those who don't have it are somehow inferior. They think it gives them power. They are wrong. - Those who don't have it may agree that it's a nifty toy, but think it's not worth the fuss that those who do have it make about it. Still, many of those who don't have it would like to try it. - It can be up or down. It's more fun when it's up, but it makes it hard to get any real work done. - In the long-distant past, its only purpose was to transmit information considered vital to the survival of the species. Some people still think that's the only thing it should be used for, but most folks today use it for fun most of the time. - Once you've started playing with it, it's hard to stop. - Some people would just play with it all day if they didn't have work to do. - It provides a way to interact with other people. Some people take this interaction seriously; oth

My Pal Swtpeach
hey all look at my friend betsy's page please and help her out she is new to us and is thinking noone like her on here :( cause she is not making out to good,so give her a peek and maybe a yell... thanks to you all.....huggies kat

To My Friends And Fans
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I have met here. I love reading your profile comments and picture comments, it always puts a smile on my face...to all of you... THANK YOU SO MUCH...I LOVE YOU ALL...XOXO

The Story Of The Scottish Templars
The Story Of The Scottish Templars From The History of Freemasonry by Albert Mackey, 1898 The story, which connects the Knights Templars with Freemasonry in Scotland, after their return from the Crusades and after the suppression of their Order, forms one of the most interesting and romantic legends connected with the history of Freemasonry. In its incidents the elements of history and tradition are so mingled that it is with difficulty that they can be satisfactorily separated. While there are some writers of reputation who accept everything that has been said concerning the connection in the 14th century of the Freemasons of Scotland with the Templars who were then in that kingdom, or who escaped to it as an asylum from the persecutions of the French monarch, as an authentic narrative of events which had actually occurred, there are others who reject the whole as a myth or fable, which has no support in history. Here, as in most other cases, the middle course appears to be the

Girlfriend Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos:none.. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...wait's.... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me?

45 Things A Girl Would Die For
1-Touch her waist 2-Talk to her 3-Share secrets 4-Give her your jacket 5-Kiss her slowly 6-Hug her 7-Hold her 8-Laugh with her 9-Invite her somewhere 10-Let her be with you when you're with your friends 11-Smile with her 12-Take pics with her =] 13-Pull her onto your lap 14-When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15-When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. It makes her feel loved 16-Always hug her and say "I Love You" when you see her 17-Kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! 19-Tell her she's beautiful! 20-Tell her the way you feel about her! 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car. It makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman 22-Tell her she means everything to you, but mean it 23-If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her. If she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it.

C - H - E - R - R - Y C-o-c-o-n-u-t //////// What Are U
YOU DON'T REPOST THIS YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU ARE 45!!! NO JOKE!!! PUT: A - P - P - L - E = YOU ARE TAKEN C - H - E - R - R - Y = YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT NOT SURE HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU B-A-N-A-N-A = YOUR IN A RELATIONSHIP AND YOU LOVE THE GUY/GIRL SO MUCH THAT YOU NEVER EVER EVERRRRR WNAT TO LOSE THEM NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.. YOU WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM.. YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!! G - R - A - P - E = YOUR SINGLE AND LOVIN IT C-O-C-O-N-U-T = YOUR SINGLE, AND DON'T REALLY CARE ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS JUST FLIRT L - E - M - O - N = YOU ARE ABOUT TO GIVE UP P - E - A - C - H = YOU THINK THERE IS NO POINT IN LIKING THE PERSON YOU LIKE P - I - N- E - A - P - P - L - E = YOU ARE JUST TAKING LIFE AS IT COMES W- A - T - E - R - M - E - L - O - N = YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT THEY DONT KNOW!!! S - T - R - A - W - B - E - R - R - Y = YOU LIKE/LOVE SOMEONE AND THEY LIKE/LOVE YOU BUT YOUR NOT TOGETHER RIGHT NOW SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TONIGHT At

Life Is Short
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs or smiles no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye. Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it.. and fix it when it's broken ... and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .....and friendships. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that are irreplacable, no matter what. Life is important, and so

Guess..p.s. Not Depressed. Its An Anology....
minding my own business sitting on top of that rock, contemplating lifes biggest questions what will i be? will i be loved? needed? used? Not a woeful thought but a curious one when with a loud thud my thoughts were interupted I was dragged from my comfort zone tossed around with carelessness with great anxiety i wondered what would happen to me to my suprise i was not alone others surounded me, much to my relief. so short lived was that security pulled away was i taken and examined like a piece of property poked and proded on taking stock of my attributes indignation ignored pain endured as they chipped away at my imperfections my uniqueness destroyed innocence removed then a warm embrace soothing away the pain like balm on a cut melting into a feeling of contentment oh but to get too comfortable with no warning pushed into a burning cauldron no regard for my feelings no regard for my desires beaten until i feel the life run from me

This Is Another Fave Its Not Mine Either!
Defining a Hero Ron was descending the stairs to the Common Room to go to breakfast when he heard his two best friends talking quietly. On any other day, he'd have just gone over to them, but something they said made him stop in his tracks: "All right, I'll tell you... but you have to promise me you'll never tell Ron." Harry was serious about this- Ron could tell by the tone of his voice. He knew he shouldn't eavesdrop, but curiosity won over his conscience "I promise. I won't tell him," was Hermione's answer. Harry took a deep breath and went on. "Dumbledore said he owed me an explanation for not making me a prefect. He said it was because I had enough to deal with already. He didn't want one more thing for me to worry about." Ron heard his friend give a heavy sigh.. There was silence after Harry said the words. Ron felt a pang in his heart. He had always known that the badge really didn't belong to him, but deep down he hoped it did. That it had come to him be

Lets Forge Some Ideas
Heres what I do, I go to their page and I very politly thank them for the 1 and that I appreciate them even bothering to stop by and rate me, this ussually gets a few 10's outa them as they are embarrassed about the comment on their main page. Remember you get the same number of cherry points for a 1 as you do a 10, it is your overall average that gets skewed, HOWEVER!, if your friends love you some of them have already spread some love and dished out some 11's your way, have they not?

One Hard Hit
I was sent today one last warning about removing the "pornographic" material from my profile page or else I was going to be removed. With a lot of grief I had to remove all of my beautiful sexy PICTURES!!! It just baffles me how an adult site enforces censorship and plays the cynical moral game. To me is easy as this: if you don't like it, don't look at it. Carlos The Butt Man (aka) masterhead

Its Not Mine.
The young mother looked down at the crayons scattered all over the living room floor. The culprit- her three year old daughter- was nowhere in sight. “Evelyn?” she called softly. Her impeccably neat home stayed blanketed in silence, however, as if reluctant to spare her any answers. Hermione frowned. The house seemed to be just another one of little Evelyn’s playmates to her. While her daughter hid, the house would seek and the clock on the wall would count: tick, tick, tick, tick… Hermione glared at the beautiful ornate clock as though she somehow held it at fault for the disappearance of her child. She shook her head, feeling a trifle foolish and realizing that it was rather late. Her husband would be home soon. She slowly looked around again, idly wondering where her daughter could be hiding. Her eyes scanned the length of the room- skimming the fireplace, the armchairs and the desolate shade under the table – before they stopped to linger on a bright patch of red hair,

My Name Is "old Glory"
My name is "Old Glory". I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped -- I am saluted. I am loved -- I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam, Okinawa, Korea, and Vietnam. I was there. I led my troops. I was dirty, battle-weary and tired, but my soldiers cheered me And I wa

An Egyptian Mystery
AN EGYPTIAN MYSTERY MICHAEL BAIGENT REVEALS THE USE OF A FAMILIAR SYMBOL IN ANCIENT EGYPT Nevertheless, all seems conventional enough until we study the sarcophagus: for a start it is too large – by one inch - to be carried up the initial internal passage of the Pyramid. It must, therefore, have been placed in position during the building of the pyramid, before the chamber itself was finished. And in an additional curiosity, the sarcophagus itself is unfinished: the top is still rough with visible saw and chisel marks. In this, it stands in stark contrast to the finely smoothed walls of the chamber itself. Naturally an explanation has been advanced: that the original smoothed sarcophagus was dropped in the Nile or broken. In the subsequent panic to supply a replacement before the chamber was finished another was hurriedly prepared and placed inside, unfinished! As an explanation, it is rather weak. The interior of the King’s Chamber is well smoothed and finished. The sarcophag

The Stupidity
I really cannot believe people sometimes. I logged onto my account today to see that my ex had been checking out my page. Now most people would say that because I am saying anything about it at all that I am a whinny little girl. However this man beat the living shit outta me and I will never forgive him nor will I ever forget it. He's moved on, I've moved on and up until today I hadn't heard from nor seen him. Now suddenly here he is checking out what may or may not be going on in my life. Well I gotta say he has no right to know anything about me. I have left him alone, I really didn't press anything over the whole beating the only thing that I did do was get an EPO/DVO in order to keep him the hell away from me so that he couldn't beat me ever again. Now he's lookin @ my page? Why? It's a freakin joke! I could be a true bitch and report it to the police in my area, and he would be in violation of my restraining order. You see he is restrained from contacting me in any

Andrew C. Mccarthy
June 26, 2006, 7:31 a.m. They’re Just More Important Than You Are Are any secrets more important than the New York Times’s sources? By Andrew C. McCarthy The echo trails off the last defiantly gleeful chorus of “We Are the World.” Reality stubbornly dawns on you: There really are bad people out there. They are the world, too. And they want to kill you. They refuse to be reasoned with. They can afford to. They’re not a country. They don’t have to worry about defending a territory. They are seeped into places that can’t be bombed into submission. They are the world, after all. They are the children — or at least hidden among them. No “Mutually Assured Destruction” here. No, you have only one defense: Intelligence. Superpower power is useless. What are you gonna do? Hit them where they live? Bomb Hamburg? Bomb London? Bomb New York? Not an option. Your nukes, stealth fighters, carpet bombers … they’re largely irrelevant. This is not about killing an advancing brigade.

The Left Redefines ‘withdrawal’
Published on TheHill.com on July 18, 2007. When the House of Representatives voted, on July 12, 2007 — by a margin of 223-201 — against the Iraq war, the news media characterized the bill as requiring a “withdrawal” from that war-torn country. Media reports said that the legislation required the start of withdrawal in four months and mandated that it be completed by April of 2008. Nonsense. The bill did nothing of the sort. Rather, it specified that its goal was to “require the secretary of defense to commence the reduction of the number of United States armed forces in Iraq to a limited presence by April 1, 2008.” The legislation went on to specify what it meant by a “limited presence.” It specified that the “president shall, at a minimum, address whether it is necessary for the armed forces to carry out the following missions: “(A) Protecting United States diplomatic facilities and United States citizens, including members of the armed forces who are engaged in carrying out

"the Trail Where They Cried"
Introduction "There were ten million Native Americans on the American continent when the first non- Indians arrived. Over the next 300 years, 90% of all Native American original population was either wiped out by disease, famine, or warfare imported by the whites." The relocation of the Native Americans to the Oklahoma Territory that became known as "The Trail of Tears", "The Trail Where They Cried " ("Nunna daul Tsuny") by the Cherokee, represents one of the darkest and saddest episodes of American history. It is a tragic tale of force winning out over decency and power winning out over justice. To understand the infamous Trail of Tears it is not enough to know about the long and cruel journey of the Native Americans to their new home west of the Mississippi river, but it is also necessary to understand the historical background. Historical Background Early history of the Five Civilized Tribes The insatiable desire of white settlers for lands inevitably led t

Men
Let me ask you this, why do guys think that the bbw's of the world are not worth dating??? What the hell is up wih that? We have feelings just like those skinny ass barbie wanna be bitchs do. And most of the time we are smarter then them! Sometimes men can be pigs and it's pissing me off. Wake up guys see that there is more to us bbw's. To those guys that like the bbw's much love, you know a real women when you see one!!

10 Orders
01. The two never must be annoyed at the same time, this mean to prevent the explosion. Qto more the situation is complicated, but the calm is necessary. 02. To never cry out one with the other, not to be that the house is catching fire. Who have good arguments do not need to cry out and the more somebody cries out, less is heard. 03. If somebody must gain the quarrel leaves that he is the other. To lose a quarrel can be an act of intelligence and love. 04. If it will be inevitable to criticize, makes - but with love. To another necessary part to understand that what will be said, it has for objective to add and not to divide. 05. To never play in the face of the other the errors of the past. The person is always bigger who its errors. E nobody likes to be characterized by its defects. 06. Either displicente with any person, less with its cônjugue. In the life the two everything can and must be important. The happiness is born of small things. 07. To never sleep without havin

Soap Opera
So I think my life is actually a soap opera and nobody bothered to tell me. . . NO really things have gotton so insane of late that I'm of the belief that it can't possibly be real. Rather its all an elaborate ploy to fuck with me. I don't know why exactly but I'm sure that will become clear with time. Its too crazy. Too odd too unclear so it must not be happening. . someone else is writing this script and I think its about time I learn my lines. . .This is some bullshit

Chapter 4
Hey, guys hows it going? Thanks for your reviews. Jess Mariano I do not own, I just love his character, and Milo! Hes sooooo hot! Lol Okay okay! I just think Jess and Casey would make a good couple and would make Derek really jealous, but that won't happen yet. Chapter Three The new kid The next day Casey woke up in a good mood and got ready for school. Today she decided to dress a little bit more daring than what she wears every other day. She walked over to her closet and looked through her clothes and spotted a pink tank top that fitted her curves and a pair of hip hugger jeans. She put the clothes on and looked at her appearance in the mirror and she liked it and warmed up the curling iron to curl her hair. When she was finished her hair was a wavy sheet down her back and she grabbed her bag and headed downstairs. “Good morning Sweetie.” Nora greeted. “How about some breakfast before you go?” “No thanks mom, I'm gonna get going and I'll grab an apple,” Casey fo

Chapter 3
Hey there! Here's chapter two. Thanks for the reviews everyone I do not own this show Disney does and whoever came up with it. Chapter two. Casey was now running through the park across the bridge into the woods on a path that circles the town. She ran up a steep hill using all her leg muscles that were protesting the climb up to the top. Casey stopped to catch her breath and took a deep drink from the bottle of water and with that broke off into the run to home. It was past 4:30 and her mom an stepfather would be home making or finishing dinner. She couldn't wait to get home and jump into a steaming hot shower. She past the water fountain in the town square and past the high school, down the street turning the corner. Casey was running in the direction of her house and saw Emily and Sam walking together towards her. They hadn't spotted her yet and she took that time to jog in to an alley way that would take her to the end of her street and to her house. When sh

Chapter 2
Hey whats up? Here the the first Chapter Have fun reading it. Please Read and Review! The Character's are OOC in this story so you have been warned. I do not own Life With Derek just this story and its plot Chapter 1 Casey sat, tapping her pen against the surface of her desk waiting for the bell to ring so she could go home. She glanced at her watched and sighed. Five more minutes. “Hey Case,” her friend Emily Davidson called to her from the right. She looked over. “What?”She asked back in a low voice. “What are you doing tonight?”Emily asked. “I have a test in Spanish tomorrow, I have to study for.” Casey answered back. “Oh, well take a break tonight and lets go to the movie. You've been studying all week for this test, you know it well enough by now.” Emily suggested. “No I'll have to pass Em,” Casey smiled apologetically. “Okay,” Emily sighed. Casey let out an inward sigh, she had plans tonight. The full moon was in the next couple of days and lik

Chapter 1
Hey its Luvergirl, This is my newest story. I'm working on the Next Chapter of Savin Casey, and should have it up in the upcoming weeks as well as this one. Tell me what you think. I'm having a lot of fun with this one. Life With Derek is not my show just the story and plot is. --------------------------------------------------------------- Cry of the Moon Casey has a secret, one nobody knows not even Lizzie, a deep secret. One she only knows. Every month on the day of the full moon, she shows her true self. Lets the spirit take over her being, letting her be free from the stresses of the normal world were she has to pretend to be a geeky, clumsy kid, when she can be graceful and proud. The trouble is theres a growing danger, someone knows her secret and wants to kill her. What will she do? What will happen if Derek find out her secret? The thing is she's a werewolf. Return to Top

Work Or Home?
"The buck doesn't always have to stop with you. Take a break! Why not let another person take charge of this situation? They've got a million and one ideas about how to get things moving. You'll benefit from this respite." I admit, I saw this one and started to laugh... but then I had to think; Had a bit of a problem ordering a piece of equipment today at work,, turned it over to the Office Expert and let her run with it.. I still beleive it's something our section shouldn't be getting into and she agrees.. but... well it's outa my hands now :D Now.. Home.. No one to turn it over to. Wife depends on me to tell her how much we have... and today I looked at the spreadsheet I made up, trying to figure out how to afford Day-Care for a set of 2 year old Twins... and I'm not seeing it.. Depressing.... :(

Chapter Six
Hey thanks to everyone who reviewed the last chapter. I was told to lean your head back when your nosebleeds so thats what I put. I have the characters OOC because I need them to be for this story. Yes anemia is a sign of Leukemia, I'm using it as a sign so Derek won't know whats wrong with her just yet until they tell him. Keep him in suspense and completely clueless. So heres the next chapter The next morning. George and Derek were loading up the SUV with the last bit of luggage that they were taking along on the trip and everyone else where getting there last minute items that they were taking along with them, such as, CD players, Ipods, books, toys for Marti to keep them content on the long drive to Florida. Casey was brushing her hair and grabbed her bag as she heard her mom yelling for her to hurry up, she started for the door and quickly turned around to grab the bottle of pills and headed downstairs, out the door to the car. George was closing the back hatch, Ed

Chapter Five
LWD is not mine just some characters i make up and the storyline. Everything else belong to Disney channel and the creator of the show. I'm sorry for the long wait. I just graduated in high school yesterday and I've been working and haven't had chance to update. So heres the next chapter of my story. Tell me what you think. And PS to too some people I do not need practice writing!! you know who you are if you read this. Please read and Review!! thx Chapter 5 Derek groaned at the sound of the alarm clock and got and dressed for the day. Derek went down and saw Lizzie and Nora at the counter eating their breakfast. “Wow, I didn't think you'd be up for a little while longer.”Nora kidded. “What?” Derek asked blankly. “Well, your out of school for the summer.”Nora reminded him. Derek looked at her as if she was crazy. She nodded and he groaned and headed back upstairs to his room. Laying back down, he tired to go to sleep and it worked and then she felt someone shaki

Chapter Four
Chapter 4 Thank you so much for the reviews. I'm not sure as of yet what I'm going to do with Casey, but I like happy endings so I have a good idea what I'm going to do. This is a Dasey. I do not own the show If I did I would have a lot of money and I have zip. But I do own this story and any idea that is put into this story Here Chapter 4 and I Hope you enjoy it -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Derek was laying on his bed staring up at the ceiling, thinking about how strange Casey had been acting so strangely lately. He wondered why. Tomorrow was Monday and the paper just needed to be typed up and it would be done. He sighed and grabbed the phone and dialed Sam's number , after a few rings someone picked up the phone. " Hello?" The voice said. " Hey Sam, what's up man?" Derek asked. " Oh, nothing much. Wanna do something later?" Sam asked. "Video games and pizza at my place." Derek suggested "Sure, make it pep

My Moto For The Rest Of The Year
'The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides with the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon those with great vengeance and with furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know that my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.'

Chapter Three
Chapter Three Well I'm back, sorry it has taken my so long to update it, So much stuff got in the way school, my parents splitting up, so heres the next chapter. Thank you for all the reviews I go so many and it means a alot. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Derek was on hit computer looking stuff up on leukemia. It was Saturday afternoon and Derek couldn't shake the look on Casey's face out his of his mind.' Why did she look that way?' he wondered. He sighed and got off of the computer and went down stairs to get some thing to drink. When he got downstairs, he couldn't find anyone, and shrugged it off since it was Saturday George and Nora probably took the kids out to do soomething like they did every weekend. Derek turned the corner and jumped almost out of his skin. He grabbed ahold of the wall and tried to control his heart and breathing, he saw Casey sitting on the counter reading a book of some sort. Finally

Info
I have a 12yr old son that is having a cranial surgery monday the 23rd. They will be taking out part of his skull and reshaping it and his eye bone.. So please put him in your prayers!! i will post pics before and after surgery next week..

Chapter Two
Chapter 2 : Councilors and Health Class Thanks you so much for all of the reviews. I'm not sure if im gonna kill her off or not, and its not like A Walk to Remember very good book and movie cried at both...and now on with the story. --- Derek was downstairs eating a bowl of cereal when Casey came down. He watched her move around the kitchen. Casey sat down in front of him with a bowl of frosted flakes and a glass of orange juice. They sat quietly eating when someone spoke. "So are you feeling better?" Derek asked. "Yeah." She answered back. "Good so Casey what's going on in Loserville?" Derek smirked. "You should know, since your apart of it." Casey shot back. " Oooo, touchy." He drawled. "Oh, shut up!" she snapped. "No. Why don't you stop being and so bossy and maybe I'll stop." Derek glared. She rolled her eyes and put her bowl in the sink and stomped off up to her room. Derek was just about to finish up when Marti, Lizzie, and Edwin came into the

Chapter One
Chapter 1: The Beginning Summary: Casey had Leukemia when she was younger. She didn't tell George, Marti, Derek, and Edwin about it. But when she goes in to a relapse her world gets turned upside down, but who will there to pick up the pieces when she has to go through some rough times including the past and present and maybe the future... eventually a Dasey but not right away. My first Life with Derek fic so please be nice... And enjoy it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Casey stirred in her sleep, turning over to her right side, opening her eyes and squinting at the sudden brightness of the morning sunlight. She sat up and yawned and stretched and got out of bed and walked out to the hallway. Still not quite awake, she walked sleepily down the hall to the bathroom; she was almost there when she bumped into someone. "Watch where you are going Casey. Jeez not even 7 o'clock and your already bumping into people." Derek looked at Casey w

My Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sheep Vs. Wife ;-))
One night a man barges into his bedroom with a sheep under his arm and stands in front of his wife. "This is the pig I screw when you claim you have a headache," he says. The wife looks at him, half shocked and half confused, and replies, "That's a sheep under your arm." "I wasn't talking to you."

What Hurts The Most
I Do not own High School musical that belongs to Disney, And I don’t own What hurts the most By Rascal Flatts. Troyella all the way………Hopefully High School Musical picks up where it left off and see a kiss between them. I saw the video it gave be an idea, and I love the song so much that I came up with this story. Its my first fic for high school musical so be nice please. So you guys know. No won dies in this fic they all live in this. So here it is………… What hurts the most xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx - I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me - Flash back Gabriella just had gotten home from school and just started to go up the stairs, as her foot touches the first step the phone

All In A Day's Goofing Off!
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss was... just that 2. I am listening to... the Suite Life of Zach and Cody...which is just SAD 3. I talk... too much, probably 4. I love... hmmm...I think that says it..."I love." 5. My best friend....has the most awesome, sarcastic humor EVER!! 6. My car is...hahahahahaha 7. My love life...is non-existent 8. I hate it when people ask...questions I've already answered in my profile. 9. Love is...life (could you get any more generic and sappy than that...maybe the "I love" question above) :P 10. Marriage is...over for me, at the moment 11. Somewhere, someone is...thinking about me! (Cuz I'm special like that lol) 12. I'm always...over-analyzing things. 13. I have...to go cook dinner. 15. My cell phone...in need of minutes in a very sad way lol 16. When I wake up in the morning...immediately have to get up and pick up the baby cuz that's what woke me up. 17. When I go to bed at night....I think about al

Forever It Will Be
Hermione was laying by the pond in the back yard of the Borrow, she was staring up at the sky, her mind full. She just had another fight with Ron. They screamed and yelled at each other for at least twenty minutes before she had had enough and walked out of the room. It was over a little thing, then they said horrible things to each other, and she wanted to go up and apologize but she wanted him to say it first, which probably wouldn’t happen. She blinked back the tears away that were starting to welling up in her eyes. She stood up and started walking towards the woods, in there her mind would clear and she would be able to talk to Ron more calmly after that. Ron was laying on his bed, he was still trying to calm down from the fight he had with Hermione. She irritated him so much sometimes that he would snap and wind up saying something stupid and then a big fight breaks out. He sighed and sat up in his bed and walked to the window and saw Hermione walking off to the woods, for a m

Life And Ramblings On Cherry Tap
July 18, 2007; About life and cherry tap this is a little bit long just thought that I would let you know up front at least 2 pages. Well it is another day same shit different day is all. I would think that people that have the same shit different day should be tired of it. I for one know that I get tired of it. But you try and get it to be different and but there are those that think they need to ruin someone’s day because that is the way they are. What fun can you get out of ruining someone’s day or upsetting them or lying to someone. Hey paybacks are a bitch. Just ask my Ex lol she treated me like shit and I let her have the house her business I built for her and lo and behold she married some guy that wont work well needless to say she lost the house the business and now has nothing. I never believed in paybacks but I do now. So treat people the way you want to be treated because it will come back to you and bite you in the ass. There are so many fakes out here that lie use so

Thinking Back...
Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one, which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime t

Shared With Some...now Enjoyed By All
I thought of you today a day dream of sorts and wanted to share it with you… It started with me kissing your forehead, then your eyelids, to your nose and cheeks....down to the nape of your neck then up to your lips. Then I was kissing your chin and cheeks and then held your face in my hands and while looking into your eyes, slowly lower my face to yours and kissed your lips, and tasted your tongue… As our kiss became more passionate, our tongues were twisting and turning around each other..... I then left your mouth, kissed your chin and continued down your neck to your heaving breasts.... My hands found their way down the sides of your sweet body, and your moans urged me on as you pushed your body into mine. My lips continued to move down, between your breasts, as my hands moved up your body. You tried to guide my head further down, but I moved back up to kiss your lips, as my fingers began to circle your breast once, then again. Each circle was becoming smaller and smalle

I'm Back...
We were friends so don't forget to add me...if you were my fan you know I was yours...rate me and I'll be rating you... Again! (how great is that?)Ugh, I was a WickedCherry when they decided to delete my account...Whatever, I'm BaaaAaaacK!

Wiccan
Wiccan is who I am. Wiccan is what guides me. I am a witch and always will be. In the light of the Moon I will find my path. In the wooden areas where She grows as she grows with in me. I am The goddess's child and I will move with Her. THe Moon is my light. No Matter what... I am a Wiccan Witch.

All In Context
Things I’ve heard (or even said) recently that sound odd out of context: My money is on anal. She didn’t have those clothes on when I came in. Where do you get off? Where did you last put it? I don’t know why she called me daddy. Do it fast or it’ll run down your leg! Give it to me, I’ll lick it. I haven’t gotten on in a long time. Ducks, pigeons, the occasional rabbit. I put relish on mine.

They Finally Meet...........
Standing in the shadows of the airport, she watches him get off the plane. She's more than a little nervous, since this will be their first meeting. Part of her wonders how he will react when seeing her, another part is scared it won't be like it was. They met online about six months ago, starting out as chat friends, who, over time, noticed real feelings grow. They finally decided to take a chance and get together. He looked quite handsome stepping into the terminal, and she smiled as she looked at him. He was just as adorable as his pictures. She steps from the shadows as he begins to look around, trying to spot her. Almost immediately his eyes lock on hers, and he holds his gaze as he walks to her. As he takes her hand in his, her fears ease back a bit. She continued to hold his gaze as he leans over to embrace her. She falls into his arms and feels herself relaxing. They stand embraced like two lost lovers, who have found their way back to each other. He takes her chin with h

Just Something I Wrote
I submit to thee Thy will is mine own My greatest pleasure Is answering your command I bind myself to you My only thought is to please You, I can't deny I am yours alone I am your servant My soul My Master

A Story For The Girls...
You lay back in the warm soapy water relaxing after a hectic week at work. The water gently swirls round your soft breasts as you lay back to soak and clean your body. You’ve been thinking that your sex life with your man had been a little mundane lately…So you decided to liven it up a little… After some thought you finally decide how you are going to spice things up… You are going to try something new and be a bit more dominant and take charge of things in the bedroom for your own pleasure. However before things could proceed further you had some preparation to do. You leisurely lather soap over your hairy pussy and slowly starts to shave the hairs away. Taking your time you meticulously removed all your hair from the bottom part of your pussy until your lips are totally smooth and hairless. You aren’t too happy about doing this and haven’t done it all that often, but you know that once you do you will get some much desired attention from your man’s tongue... and that is certainly wha

Hiya Something For The Ladies Lol
hi there ladies would love to get feed back on this i think it is so funny but i would im a guy dinner 120 bucks...... drinks 45 bucks...... condom 50 cents..... the look on her face when ya stick it in her butt priceless!!!!! what would you do if it was you lmfao!!!!!

Oh Ma Gawd
I hope Chogie don mind me postin' it up, I jest gut lit-heded ovr this wun. DAYUM HE GOOD!! A new luv poem for you Kudzu is green, My dog's name is Blue And I'm so lucky To have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk A-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry Jist a-dancin' in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we're in a crowd. On special occasions, When you shave yore armpits, Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits. Still them fellers at work They all want to know, What I did to deserve Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape Yo're there fer yore man, To patch up life's troubles And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as stro

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Do you need Adult dvds? Erotic toys? Maybe you llike Video on demand? Or Live Webcam shows? If so drop me a message because i just became part of a afilliated adult web toy store!! Have the latest DVD releases and the toys for females or for males!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Wolves
Creatures that hunt in packs. Led with ferice ways. The prowl through the night that make the eyes grow bright. Wolves are gentle creatures. Top of the food chain. The Goddess's child and warrior. The spirit inside me.

Youngest Solider To Die..over A Lie!
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2007/07/18/2007-07-18_sad_farewell_for_young_queens_hero.html Sad farewell for young Queens hero BY TAMER EL-GHOBASHY DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER Wednesday, July 18th 2007, 8:12 AM Maj. Lawrence Wilson places a flower on coffin of his son Pfc. Le Ron Wilson, who died in Iraq, as mom Simona Francis sobs. Pfc. Le Ron Wilson died while serving in Iraq. One of Trinidad and Tobago's longest-serving military officers came to Queens yesterday to bury his son - a U.S. Army soldier who was among the youngest to be killed in Iraq. Maj. Lawrence Wilson, of the island nation's Cadet Force, wore his white dress uniform and stood at attention as the mahogany-toned coffin carrying his son Pfc. Le Ron Wilson was taken into Christ the King Church for final rites. Le Ron Wilson, 18, was in Iraq only three months before being killed by a roadside bomb on July 6. Even though his time there was brief, he was remembered as a brave soldier who earne

Rain
Rain, Rain, Rain Many things come from it. Sound Water The spurt of growth. Rain, Rain, Rain It will Wash all the Pain away. With each passing day. I hear the howl of the Moon. That will come very soon. Rain, Rain, Rain.

Do You Want A Project?
To; (Whoever the fuck takes the time to read this),. To start with, everything that it says on my profile is true, but....... I am a broken man. The women in my life have left me pretty much emotionally and financially broken, and it is still an ongoing process by 3 of my 4 Xwives. I do not have anyone to confide in in my life right now and it becomes really hard at times. I should probably let you know that I am sitting here in a mild anxiety attack and stoned, I just did a 12 hour day at work and came home did the few dishes that were there and made dinner (pork chops, scalloped potatoes and green beans) for me and the kid. If you have read to this point then here goes, I am looking for a woman to help to repair my broken emotions, I swear by all that is good in this world this is the truth. I do not want anyones financial help. I am a very romantic person at heart and a true Pisces. Emotionally repaired I will be able to fix that, I do have the ability to make good money at my

Linux Leaders Plot Counterattack On Microsoft
MOUNTAIN VIEW, Calif.--The high priests of free software havecongregated at Google headquarters this week to debate the future ofthe movement and face down recent patent threats by Microsoft.Leading names of Linux, the world's biggest grassroots softwarephenomenon, are spending three days debating whether an increasinglycommercial open-source community should fight or ignore the world'slargest software maker. Dressed in the alternative software movement's casual uniform ofT-shirts and jeans, the group is coming to grips with internaldivisions that sap at its success--Linux is now used to power desktopcomputers, major Web sites, mobile phones--since rival factions oftencreate very similar products. But as many of the world's top tech companies and corporate customersdemand ever more from Linux, open-source devotees still fight amongthemselves with the fervor of a tiny monastic order seeking to root outtheological error in their midst. "Guys: Be seekers of truth, not finders of contradic

Software As A Service: Is It Really The Wave Of The Future?
Since the discussions of Web 2.0 and SaaS at the Microsoft IT Pro Town Hall Meeting last week, I've been giving a lot of thought to the idea of Software as a Service and whether it will ever really catch on. The benefits for some business customers are obvious: a fixed monthly cost with no worries about software maintenance and upgrading sounds like a pretty good deal to company managers who are spending big bucks for productivity programs and the IT personnel to maintain them. But don't expect those IT professionals themselves to get behind the idea anytime soon. If the reactions at the meeting were any indication, IT people see SaaS as a threat to their very existence - much the same way factory workers viewed automation a few decades ago (and those fears turned out to be pretty well founded). Based on what I've heard from home users, they aren't too enthralled with the idea of paying a monthly or annual fee to lease their software, either. This is true even if you tell them it may

A Little Monkee Help
HELP! I need somebody HELP! Shit... wrong band.... lol Here we come... Walkin down the street... We get the funniest looks from... Everyone we meet... Ok, if you have not guessed, I am a Monkees fan. I am currently at 485 Monkee Songs on my computer. Some of which are covers. And I am having trouble finding one perticular cover. I have searched every where I can, and I cannot find The Leaves' version of "Words." I have found it on Limewire, but everytime I sign onto it, I always get "Need New Sources." So if any of my friends wish to help, that would be great. I will be eternally grateful (as if I am not to my friends for what they have brought me already) if someone can actually get it for me. Thank you and remember... Save the Texas Pairie Chicken. LOL

Seeing
Come to me in many ways As glass, rain, and ice. I see it at the end of the day. Through the tears that fall Thats what we call fear. As I Sit here in the dark. I hear a dog bark. The nature of sound fill my ears. Something thats very dear to Her. That what I see.

The Mature
The mature love is not lesser in intensity. It is only quiet. He is not lesser in extension. More he is defined, colored is poem. He does not lack of demonstrations: he offers the truth of the feeling. He does not need demanded presences: he extends yourself with the significant absences. The mature love has and wants problems, yes, as everything. But it lives of the problems of the happiness. Problems of the happiness are laborious forms to construct to the good and the pleasure. Problems of the misfortune do not interest the mature love. In the happiness it is the meeting of skins, being with the taste of the mouth and of I smell it, is the anticipated understanding, knowing before, the gift, the emotion lived in set, the quiet speeches of the perception, the pleasure to coexist, the spirit and meat balance. The mature love is the relation and valuation best of the other with the safe part of each person. It lives of whom he did not die exactly having been stops later. He lives of th

Bliss
BLISS Revel in your flesh while it's supple, It's really why we're here. To honor our Source as we couple, And hold each other dear. The pleasures of the flesh are but tools, To lead us towards the Light. When we fire our crown and our jewels, Our love will rule the night.

Want To Know Me? Know What Moves Me..
I have never been more moved by any theatre more than Rent. Seeing this for the first time in 97 was by far a turning point in my life. Granted the movie is different than the musical, but they used most of the Original Broadway Cast... well anyway here is the promos from the view I really enjoyed it, most of you won't watch this lol... but those of you who are a true friend and really know who I am just might take the time.

Another Poem I Wrote(a Short One)
Laugh and Play all day long. Smile awhile like nothings wrong. Jump and Run For it's all fun. Skip and hop for a bit Hide N Seek and Tag your it. Let the fun begin Don't U wanna be a kid again? This one is silly, but my kids like it.

Souvenir
SOUVENIR I saw a feather Floating through the air . . . It came from the plumage Of your soul. It fluttered toward me With graceful ease . . . Borne on a wisp of desire. That feather held Your winsome aura; It glistened: A siren's enchantment. This downy sample Of your spirit Will be part of mine Forever.

To All My Ct Friends/fans
DON'T MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT ME OR CALL ME I DONT WANT TO SEE OR HEAR ABOUT YOU. ERASE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS. SERIOUSLY!! BECAUSE MY DENTIST SAID TO STAY AWAY FROM REALLY SWEET THINGS LIKE YOU IF U R HOT THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE HAVING GOOD SEX...AND DAMM UR ONE OF THEM AND THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE WORKING IT THAT NITE PASS THIS ALL 2 ALL UR GOOD LOOKIN FRIENDZ INCLUDING ME IF U GET 2 BACK UR UGLY IF U GET 4 BACK UR OK IF U GET 6 BACK UR CUTE IF U GET 8 BACK UR HOT ASS HELL

A Poem I Wrote
I waited until you called my name. When you did I knew your game. Feeling left out & misplaced. The horror I had on my face. Temptation was what you called it. I knew then my life was a bottomless pit. No words could be spoken. Only my heart was broken. I was scared to speak a word. Only my cries was what I heard. Please understand I can't live this way. It's not a price for anyone to pay. "Just let me be with these scars," I wished upon a star. Time will heal them, I just know. The love I once had for you will no longer grow..

Thoughts From Today's Drama!
I have been through alot in my life but this shit really makes me angry! I dont get into drama but everyone here needs to know and be aware that there are some on this site with some real serious issues. Read from bottom up....I cant even write anymore im so nauseated and pissed off! My Shoutbox ->!!!horny a...: you said that to the wrong person, i was sexually abused from 7-10 and my son was abused by his own father, you make me sick ya know that read my blogs instead of lookin at my goddamn pics and maybe you wouldnt ask such a a stupid fucking question !!!horny a...: sorry sorry sorry...... ->!!!horny a...: offended me that is called incest you have some serious issues dude !!!horny a...: just wondering...i dont know u...sorry if it offended u ->!!!horny a...: i cannot believe you just had the audacity to even ask that question !!!horny a...: i just wana play wit u sooo much!!! !!!horny a...: hey do u and ur son ever.....u know.....play???

Flow Of Logic
Unedited from Wealth, Women and War: Surviving Globalization The flow of logic may be a bit accelerated, so a review of facts is in order. First, the oldest truth known to civilized man is “this too shall pass.” Everything changes! Right now, in the aftermath of the Cold War, we are experiencing a rise in decadence as the effects of the counter-culture are assimilated into the mainstream culture. This is not unique in history. It happened following the Black Death in Europe in the 1340s. It has happened following every major cultural threat right up to the “lost generation” following the carnage of World War One. Our culture today is more reflective of the 1920s then it is the 1950s. In that era, known as “the roaring 20s,” the corporations ran the nations. This is not the first time; it will not be the last time.

In My Dreams
IN MY DREAMS In my dreams Reality shapes itself From the flowing contours Of my mind. In my dreams, Kaleidoscope people shift with Every turn. In my dreams, Longings are fulfilled I wasn't Aware of; How cruel, then, To awake.

If Roses Are
If roses are meant to be red And violets to be blue Why isn’t my heart meant for you My hands longing to touch you But I can barely breathe Starry eyes that make me melt Right in front of me Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I’ll be found This music’s irresistible Your voice makes my skin crawl Innocent and pure I guess you heard it all before Mister Inaccessible Will this ever change One thing that remains the same You’re still a picture in a frame Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I’ll be found I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down That’s where I’ll be found Yeah yeah I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down Am I the only one

What Is A True Friend?
This blog is for anyone who wants to comment it. And if you don't that's find too. But to you what is a true friend? Someone that sticks by your side and is very honest about everything. Well, thanks for stopping by!!

Finale B
There Is No Future - There Is No Past Thank God This Moments Not The Last There's Only Us There's Only This Forget Regret Or Life Is Yours To Miss No Other Road No Other Way No Day But Today I Can't Control My Destiny I Trust My Soul My Only Goal Is Just To Be Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You I Die Without You No Day But Today Will I Lose My Dignity Will Someone Care Will I Wake Tomorrow From This Nightmare There's Only Now There's Only Here Give In To Love Or Live In Fear No Other Path No Other Way No Day But Today No Day But Today

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Being A Juggalette
Being a Juggalette (or Juggalo) isn't about how much merchandise you have or knowing every little detail about ICP. It's about being yourself- about seeing the world differently from normal society and not giving a fuck where your opinion fits in. Juggalettes don't take shit from other people, they know who they are and they accept it. They don't let any Feminem fans fuck with their family and they defend the family 100%. True Juggalettes know what it's like to be an outsider. It don't matter how many hatchetman tatoos you have, or how many ICP cd's you own, it's about being yourself and not caring if other people don't like who you are. It's about knowing that you always have the family to lean on when you need support. And one of the most important things is being a true believer in the Dark Carnival and knowing that when life fails you, Shangri-La will always be a place for you to go, and as long as you truly believe in the Dark Carnival- that's where you WILL go. That's what my def

Your Eyes
Your Eyes As We Said Our Goodbyes Can't Get Them Out Of My Mind And I Find I Can't Hide (From) Your Eyes The Ones That Took Me By Surprise The Night You Came Into My Life Where There's Moonlight I See Your Eyes How'd I Let You Slip Away When I'm Longing So To Hold You Now I'd Die For One More Day 'Cause There's Something I Should Have Told You Yes There's Something I Should Have Told You When I Looked Into Your Eyes Why Does Distance Make Us Wise? You Were The Song All Along And Before The Song Dies I Should Tell You I Should Tell You I Have Always Loved You You Can See It In My Eyes

Who Cares
U are the one who is always there when others need help. U keep to yourself, and all u get is looked down apon. No one wants anything to do with u cause either u do not look a certain way or cause u have kids or u follow a different religion then them. That is why we follow the night and enjoy our cool breeze and moon light harvest. So till the blood moon.

Looking Ahead
Many moons ago but not terribly long ago I met a great and wise man. He has been and still is a hippie who has inspired me to write a little story about my past; changing some names to protect my ass and even leaving out some details which should be kept unknown except between the two of us. So basically in the next few days, perhaps even hours look for new blog called "Summer of Fame" speaking out about how wild and crazy I have been through ages 12 - 18. Its six years of parties, drugs, alcohol and everything else that can scare a parent. Just thought I'd go ahead and warn you though, if you have children, start worrying.

Life
What would you do if you felt your whole life was fallin' apart right in front of you? Would You just let it or would you fight for it? If you let it would it make you a quiter or would it make you weak? If you fought for it would it make you stronger or obsessed? There are so many ways to look at life but which parts of it are true? They have tons of sayings that in some ways makes since but in others they don't. Think about them for just a moment, They say "if you love something set it free if it comes back it was ment to be,"There are a couple ways to look at this one...If you set it free will it really come back? Or Will it be a hopless endless thought? Would it have been worth it all to set it free in the first place? I see it as if you love it that much it was ment to be. When you think of someone or something every second every minute of every day it has to be good. If you miss it or them thats real love. Or the old saying, "If you can't get someone or something out of your head

This One Is For All The Earth Angels Stash Club Members
If you haven't already been sent a request to add me as a friend, PLEASE COME BY AND DROP ME A REQUEST. That way when it comes time to help you level or I'm just on rating stashes I can go to your page. Sorry for any inconvenience this may cause you, but there are so many angels now. LOL Hope to make some great friends through doing this stash club. Have a great day! Tracy

Thank You Soldier
Thank You Soldier Have you stopped to thank a veteran today? For the price of freedom they had to pay? Did you gaze into those distant eyes? Did you see the ghosts he can't deny? Did you think a soldier's heart was made of steel? Because he was trained to kill, he couldn't feel? Did you see the guilt written on his face, For the loss of life he can't replace? Did you know he mourns the lives he couldn't save, And walks with comrades in their grave? Did you remember the boy with innocence lost? Do you really know war's ultimate cost? Have you felt the blast of artillery fire? Do you have the courage it would require? Have you stood in trenches consumed with fear? Felt the enemies breath so very near? Have you walked with God on a battleground? Seen your brothers dead or dying all around? Have you stopped to thank a vet today, Or did you just turn and walk away? From the pain he'll carry for the rest