I haven't met anyone I could really trust or put my faith in, in so long, that it terrifies me. The idea is foreign to me now. I have grown into a person who is paranoid of everyone and everything. I covered it up with cynicism. I am in this shell where no one can touch me and I can touch no one else.
Then YOU come along, bringing the miraclous into my life. I am cautious and unwilling to take your hand. I am always easily led by romantic notions. When I am with you, I feel like I have nothing to fear. I want to reach out to you and let you pull me out of the ocean. If only you could be that new rising sun.